Mistress

Chapter 58: Alternate chapter 46- Guilty

After two days

Sehreyar's p.o.v

I don't want to eat. I want to see mamma," I heard Mehrab saying to the maid who is trying very hard to

feed him. It's lunchtime and he hasn't eaten anything yet.

The maid replied sighing," Little sir, don't make this thing difficult for me. Please, eat food. If I fail to

feed you then your father will not spare me."

" Didn't you hear me? I don't want to eat. I want to hug mamma. I want my mamma," Mehrab screamed

angrily and threw away the food plate on the floor.

He is now crying very loudly saying only one thing," Mamma...I want to go to my Mamma. Where is

she? .......ehh.........ma.....mma.......ma.....mamma......"

My heart cried out in pain seeing him crying. Oh, my poor little son! He has missed his mother so

much. It's time to take him to his mother. I can't be so heartless. This poor boy is crying for his mother

and his mother is also crying for him. It's really painful to see the peoples suffering whom you love.

I wanted to punish Meher but I think I won't be able to continue punishing her. Her crying is bothering

me too much. I have misbehaved and forced with her enough. I think I should approach softly with her.

I need to win her heart by showing how much I love her. I have to make her understand how much I

love her.

" Leave the room right now," I ordered the maid and she immediately obliged me.

Mehrab looked at me and ran towards me. I picked him up in my arms and he said hiccupping,"

Abbu....i.....wa....nt.....Ma...mma....please.....ta...ke....me...to.....her"novelbin

" I will take you to meet your mamma. Don't cry. Aren't you a good boy? Now, give a smiley to Abbu," I

asked him wiping his tears.

He replied smiling," I am a good boy. Take me to Mamma. I am missing her so much."

I said wiping his tears," Baccha(kiddo), first you have to eat. You haven't eaten anything."

" Ehh......No......i won't eat. I want mamma," He replied again crying with his runny nose.

I sighed and softly said patting his head," Your mamma will be upset if she comes to know that you

didn't eat anything. Are you want to upset your mamma?"

I asked him wiping his tears and runny nose with a small cloth. He stopped crying and looked at me

with his innocent eyes.

" I don't want to upset mamma. I will eat," He said with his baby voice pouting his lips.

Oh! Allah. This boy shouldn't pout like that. He looks so cute with his pouty lips. He is indeed his

mamma's boy.

I chuckled seeing his pout and said sitting on a chair with him in my lap," You are a good boy. Your

mamma will be so happy after seeing you."

Then, I started feeding him and he ate all the food silently without any fuss. I know how much

desperate he is to meet his mother. Oh! My little son.

He is eating so slowly taking small bites from my hand. I just couldn't resist myself seeing his cuteness.

I kissed him like several times and he only pouted.

" Abbu, you haven't eaten anything. Here, take a bite," He said innocently holding a little amount of

food with his baby hand.

I couldn't control my happiness seeing his caring side. My own blood is caring for me. My own flesh is

worried about me. How much wrong I was when I thought to abort him! I was really an asshole.

I said happily eating from his hand," My baby is a big boy now. He is now feeding his Abbu! Huh!"

" I am a big boy. I am a big boy," He said excitedly and started jumping on my lap.

I laughed at seeing him and said," Now, Mr big boy. Finish your food. Won't you want to meet your

mother?"

" I will finish now," He said stopping his silly acts and started eating again.

Meher's p.o.v

" Sehreyar, open the door. Please," I said banging on the door like a madwoman.

I again said almost crying," Let me meet Mehrab. He needs me. Try to understand."

It's been two days since he has locked me inside this room. I know he wants to punish me and wanted

my submission. If he is stubborn then I am also stubborn. I will not submit to him willingly.

What does he think of himself? Huh! He can do whatever he wants! I have endured enough of his

bullshit. Not anymore. Bloody psycho.

But, I am feeling too much hurt for my son. He is just a little boy. He will not be able to cope with this

situation without his mother. I am sure he is crying for me. I am a mother. I can understand what's my

little baby is facing.

" Mehrab can't sleep and eat without me. Let me meet him, please," I again said and fell on the floor

near the door.

I am continuously crying but no one is listening to me. I am not finding any response from anyone.

After banging on the door and crying my eyes out like eternity I thought to return to the bed. I am just

praying for my son's we'll being. I just hope he doesn't fall sick without me. I don't care about me. I just

care about my son.

I just laid down on the bed when I heard a click sound. I looked at the door and found that Sehreyar

has entered the room. I looked down and saw that Mehrab is also here holding Sehreyar's one big

hand.

" Mamma," he said loudly and ran towards me.

I also got down from the bed and ran towards him. I bent down to his level and hugged him so tightly

like there is no tomorrow.

I started kissing his whole face repeatedly. After kissing him to my heart's content I checked his whole

body to know he is fine or not. I checked he is injured or not. Whenever I left him, he has hurt him one

way or another.

" I missed you so much, baccha(kiddo). You don't know how much I was worried for you," I said to him

almost crying.

He replied innocently," I missed you too mamma. Why did you leave me alone?"

" Sorry, baby. Mamma will not leave you again," I said kissing his forehead.

I asked him worriedly," Have you eaten well and slept timely? I am sorry that I couldn't take care of

you."

" Abbu took care of me," He replied hugging my neck tightly.

I looked at Sehreyar with my cold eyes and found him looking at me with his admiring eyes. He is

looking so calm like he hasn't done anything wrong.

" Mamma, why is your leg chained? Mehrab asked touching the heavy chain with his baby hand.

Before I could say anything he said worriedly," Mamma, are you hurt? Your leg is bruised. Is it

paining?"

This time I looked at Sehreyar with my rage-filled eyes and found him looking at me with his disturbed

expression. I clenched my jaw looking at his disgusting face.

" Care to explain to him? I snarled at Sehreyar and seated Mehrab in my lap.

Sehreyar came towards me and opened the chain from my feet. A small scream left my mouth feeling

his touch. My leg is really bruised and paining a lot.

" Your mamma will be fine," Sehreyar said to Mehrab softly.

Then, I asked him mockingly," Won't you punish me anymore? Don't you want to see me dead?"

" Shh!! Don't take this word. I am sorry for misbehaving with you," He said putting his one palm on my

mouth.

I jerked off his hand angrily and seethed at him," You didn't misbehave! You are a savage and behaved

savagely with me."

" I am sorry, Meher. I was just angry. That's why I thought to punish you. I didn't mean to hurt you," he

explained with a guilty expression.

I was going to say something when Mehrab said to me innocently," Mamma, don't scold Abbu. We

were wrong. He isn't a bad giant. He is a good person."

I just rolled my eyes hearing Mehrab and glared at Sehreyar with my poker face.

" See, he also understood me. Only you didn't understand," He said proudly giving me a cold stare.

I remained silent when he said to me smilingly," You need to take a shower and have something. You

are looking sick."

" Like you care," I sarcastically said.

He replied caressing my cheek," I do care. But, you don't try to understand my love."

" Don't touch me," I yelled jerking off his hand.

He sighed and again said coldly," Ok. I will not touch you. But, for Allah's sake. Let's go from here now."