Female Novel
Chapter 230
“Mommy is here!” I grabbed a talkative Siena as she was jumping up and down in her crib. It was theearly morning and my last day in this household.
Days had gone by quickly, and I spent them with my loved ones as much as I could. After spendingseveral days with my parents, I had decided to spend my last day back home-as a family.
Saying goodbye to my parents and siblings was the hardest because I could not tell them about myworries. As if it wasn’t bad already, I couldn’t forget my brother’s final words.
“Just know if someone would ask me between my life or yours….” Beau joked around yesterday. “Iwould tell them to take yours.
We all knew it wasn’t true, but it would’ve been better if it was. I didn’t want anyone to follow me or tofight for me. All I wanted was to surrender myself so we didn’t have to lose any more people.
Siena looked around, searching for Christian. “Do you want daddy?”
She squealed, flapping her hands. “I’ll just take that as a yes?”
I made my way downstairs and headed to the kitchen, where Christian was making breakfast.
“Hey, you’re up!” He turned to look at me. “I made you something!”
I didn’t know what to say, so all I could do was smile. We had come a long way from him giving me aside- eye each time I was in his presence.
I sat down with Siena on my lap. “Do you want me to take her?” Christian offered immediately, placinga plate in front of me.
“No, I just want to hold her for a bit longer.” I hugged Siena. I wanted to be with her for as long as Icould.
Christian reached for my hand. “Sure.”
I looked into his eyes, remembering all the time we got to spend together, and couldn’t help butchuckle.
“What’s up?”
“Nothing.” I smiled. “Do you remember asking me what I was sorry for?”
“Yes, I shouldn’t have pressured you like that.”
I sighed. “I’m sorry for all the trouble I’ve caused you because, believe it or not-I’m the cause of all ofthis.”
Christian seemed surprised. “Serena…”
“All of this started with me. I ruined your family.” I stated. I forced him to fall in love with me, knowingthat he did not want to. Unfortunately, his uncle was out to break him no matter the cause, and becausehe knew how much love Christian has for me, it would’ve only been a matter of time before he would’vegotten to me anyway.
At least this way I can protect the Lamberti’s.
“That’s not true. You are my family.” Christian frowned. “I also don’t know why you’d bring up something
like that.”
“Well-
“All of this will be over next week, and then we can focus on you, me-and Siena Christian interruptedme. “Okay?”
“Okay.”
I felt guilty for making him believe that all would be fine, knowing it wouldn’t. They had put so muchthought into this plan, only for me to do my own thing. Was my life worth more than others? No, andthat’s why I could not regret my decision.
“Can I ask you something?” I asked.
“Anything.”
“I want to ask you to put Siena first, no matter what-you need to put her first.”
Christian furrowed his brow. “Am I not doing that already?”
I nodded with a bright smile on my lips. He had been doing that ever since she was born. Although hedidn’t always use to cleanest words around her, he had always been careful around her.
“I like this, just the three of us,” I said. “I know my expression is a bit dry, but I’m having fun.”
“So is Siena.” Christian pointed his head at Siena, trying to get to my food. “So, how was living withyour family?”
“Thanks for asking.” I rolled my eyes before going on a rant.
I came to learn my two older brothers could not spend a day without arguing and were even worse thandad and Beau.
Luke, who had shown no interest in the family business, had done a complete 180 and tagged alongwhenever he could, which had initially worried me because he’s still a teenager.
Carmen and Kenny began dating, and dad wouldn’t leave that poor boy alone. He even told him hewasn’t allowed to break up with her, or he would kill him regardless of being a Lamberti.
My mom turned out to be quite alright, though.
“What?” I glared at Christian, who was eyeing me strangely. Was I overreacting?
“Nothing,” Christian spoke.
“I’m listening and admiring the view.”
I made a pose and brushed my hair to the side as Christian laughed at me. He had this strange habit ofstaring at me, one I would miss. I hadn’t told him about the baby, but I knew it was something I had todo today.
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What was wrong?
Did he not want the baby anymore?
Was I mistaken?
It made me think of my first pregnancy
“Christian…say something.”
“Is this real?” Christian laughed nervously. Unable to control my emotions, a tear had already escapedfrom my eye.
Christian wrapped his arm around me and pulled me against his chest. “Those better are happy tears!”
“I don’t know,” I spoke, flustered. “It depends on how you feel about it.”
“How I feel about it?” He chuckled, lifting me off the ground and twirling me around. “Stop it!” I giggled.“I’m getting dizzy!”
“For how long have you known?” He placed me back on my feet and rested his hand on my shoulders.The news had excited him, and once again, I felt guilty for taking away his happiness, just like that.
“A few weeks.”
“Then why didn’t you tell me anything?” Christian asked. “You know I’d be by your side.”
“Because I didn’t want to worry you,” I spoke. “And I had Beau by my side.”
“He knew, and he didn’t tell me?” Christian laughed, hugging me again. Having a big family was all heever wished for.
“Have you seen a doctor?”
“No-”
“Then we should go right now-”
“Christian!” I called him out. I grabbed his hand and took a deep breath. “You’re making me nervous.” Ismiled. “We’ll go tomorrow.”
Lies, I wouldn’t even be here tomorrow.
“Sure.” Christian agreed. “We’ll go first thing tomorrow, deal?”
I tried my hardest to keep my lips from trembling. “Deal.”
“Is there something you need?”
Yes, I need for you to move on with your life-I need you to find happiness, and I need for you to besafe.
“All I need is you.”