Female Novel
Chapter 654
"I'm fine." Grace thought that Heinz was worried about her. "I'm fine. You can rest assured that I'm not a
person who would do stupid things. You take care too."novelbin
"Grace," Heinz said with a hoarse voice, "I know that whatever I say now won't make up for the trauma
that you've suffered."
She lowered her eyes. Although she didn't want to face it, she knew she had to no matter what. "You
have always been unwilling to tell me everything, and you're not willing to be truthful. In fact, you know
the reason very well."
That was because Heinz was married before, and he didn't want to confess it.
Heinz didn't dare to.
Grace thought so.
"I really could not remember." Heinz explained hastily, "I thought it was a divorce."
Grace gave out a self-pitying laugh and said, "Well, you could have at least told me that you had
married Jodie. Do you think that this does not concern me? That you can do whatever you want and I
have no right to interfere in your affairs?"
"No." Heinz was at a loss for words. "I didn't know how to tell you."
"Stop lying to yourself." Grace sighed. "I now finally understand why you called Jodie's parents your
parents. That's what you should do, anyway. Your old habits stuck after the marriage, even now. You
are their son-in-law. It's reasonable for you to call them your parents. I'm really a fool. I thought you
were a man of integrity who would take on the responsibility."
"It really is not like that." Heinz explained, "Jodie and I only had the marriage certificate for a brief
moment. I was very young at that time."
"Can you just stop explaining anymore?" Grace had a miserable smile, and she said with self- mockery,
"I'm a fool. I've always been a fool, pretending to be a magnanimous person. I said it before, Heinz.
Don't lie to me, but you always lie to me. See, you lie to me so often that now I don't even know how to
handle your lies anymore."
"I'm not lying to you. I've never even thought of lying to you," Heinz said with a tone that hinted at pain
and agony.
"Maybe." Grace said, "But now, what do you think we should do?"
"We're going to get married," Heinz said.
"Then tell me, how are we going to get married?" Grace asked, sounding a little annoyed. "Can we still
get our marriage certificate?"
Heinz chuckled and said softly, "I'll handle it."
"Handle what?" Grace asked, "You haven't handled this matter in so many years and all of a sudden,
you can handle it now?"
"I just didn't realize it," Heinz said.
"I can't be with you anymore." Grace felt that she had lost her courage.
"Why?" Heinz said, "As long as Jodie's account is revoked and there is a death certificate, my marriage
with her would be revoked too and we can finally get married."
"Yes, deep down in your heart, you think you can solve it like this. But you haven't been able to solve
this problem for five years. I doubt you were unaware of your marital status. I doubt you are ready for
divorce either, without even the slightest concern of the consequences of your divorce." Grace said,
"Maybe you overlooked it, but then, what about me?"
"Have you ever wondered if I could continue being in a relationship with you, and to accept you? I think
that this would be too hard for me.
"I'd always think of myself as a mistress. I fell in love with you, and I hadn't the faintest idea that you
had been married. Heinz, do you think this is acceptable?"
"Whether I got married or not, I am still me." Heinz lowered his voice. "There is no difference. I want to
marry you and this has never changed."
"But what about me? Have you ever thought that I might have changed?" Grace's heart was a mess.
"My heart is full of sorrow. I don't even know how to express my feelings to you. I feel like backing
down."
Grace was beginning to back down.
"No." Heinz said deeply, "I won't allow you to back down."
Grace stared at the distant sky; the birds were flying freely, full of freedom. There were also kites flying
in the sky. However, comparing the birds and kites, there were strings attached to the kites. The birds
were the ones that were truly free.
Heinz was a domineering man. To him, as long as he wanted Grace, she knew that there was no
escaping.
Her efforts were nothing more than a struggle.
However, she was really tired.
"How can you not allow it?" Grace said softly, "You are someone else's son- in- law and husband, and
you still call them your parents. You really do care about Jodie from the bottom of your heart.
Otherwise, you wouldn't be caring about her parents so much."
"You don't even know what I care about. I'll tell you; what I care about is that you were once married to
Jodie."
"If you two were only dating, I wouldn't care so much about it."
"But you were married to her. It's obvious that you once loved her deeply."
"Don't even bother explaining it to me. Don't tell me that you haven't loved her deeply before. I will look
at you in disdain if you do."
Upon hearing this, Heinz's heart skipped a beat. He closed his eyes and said in a deep voice, "Fine, I
once loved Jodie. I loved her so much that I wanted to marry her. Is that what you want to hear? Are
you satisfied now?"
Grace was stifled.
She dropped her hand that was holding her phone to her ear.
Her phone almost fell to the ground.
She was startled by her own actions.
"Grace?" Heinz heard nothing and shouted, "Say something!"
When Grace heard voices coming from her phone, she panicked for a while and rubbed her glabella,
attempting to get rid of her frustration and panic.
"Grace?"
Still not hearing Grace's voice, Heinz became even more aggressive, grabbing his cell phone in
discomfort. "Listen to me, I know what I say means nothing, but please don't say nothing, because I'll
be flustered."
Grace didn't hear him. After a long pause, she picked up her cell phone again and said to him, "Heinz, I
know it all, so you don't have to tell me. I know how you are feeling right now and I don't blame you."
"Wait for me to sort things out, then marry me," Heinz said again.
Grace smiled helplessly, bit her lips and said, "Heinz, I don't have the courage to do that for the time
being. I don't want to do this either. I feel messed up. Don't look for me anymore. If you really want to
help me, stop harassing me.
"Tell me, where are you?" Heinz still wanted to know if Grace was safe or not.
"Stop asking any more questions. Take good care of the children," Grace said.
After she finished speaking, she immediately hung up the phone.
Grace then took a taxi and went to the newspaper office.
She went to find Hermione.
Hermione was surprised when she saw Grace.
"Didn't you ask for a two- week leave?" Hermione asked, "Why have you returned before your leave
ends?"
"Hermione." Grace said, "Give me some work to do. I need to work."
She only wanted to work now. If she had nothing to do, she would go crazy.