Female Novel
Chapter 1205
Zachary pressed his lips together and felt a little depressed.
Yvonne continued, "I regret leaving you back then. But when I think of the fact that I can spenddecades of my life with you, I feel so lucky. I believe I can do it, staying with you."
"Yvonne," Zachary opened his mouth, but Yvonne interrupted him.
"Zachary, let me finish." Yvonne said quickly, "I'm afraid that I'll forget what I want to say after beinginterrupted. I'm even more afraid that I won't have the courage to say all this out loud."
Zachary pursed his lips and nodded, letting Yvonne continue.
He kept feeling that she was going to confess everything.
Yvonne continued, "The second time I left was because I had an autoimmune disease. I had toleave and receive treatment. I admit that I left in a hurry, but I also had my selfish desires. I thoughtthat if I left Maria with you, I could leave in peace. If I left and did not manage to return, at least I canrest in peace knowing that she would be with you." But if I came back and realized you were livinghappily with our child. You must hate me for being the reason that you can't move on and findanother woman."
As Yvonne spoke, she heaved a breath, feeling a little agitated.
"Look, I'm not as good as you think. I'm petty, selfish, and scheming.
I was confident that you would still have me in your heart. Even if you didn't love me anymore, aslong as Maria was with you, I was sure that you would still reconsider me for the sake of our child."
Zachary looked at Yvonne in shock and frowned.
He was astonished to hear these words.
"You see, I left to get treated with this goal in my heart. After more than a year, my body hasrecovered, and I'm healthy now." Yvonne looked at him and said, "But you haven't fallen in love withanyone else. Since the heavens are so kind to me, how can I blame anyone or anything? I can onlycherish everything in front of me, and I can only live a happy life every day. That way, I will be ableto live up to the grace that the heavens have left me with."
Zachary's heart ached when he heard that.
These words were Yvonne's deepest thoughts.
She had expressed her most vulnerable self. This was very rare.
Zachary also felt distressed when he heard her say all that about herself.
She had said those words before, when they first reunited.
At that time, she said that because she loved him, she left. He thought that it was a provocation andthat she had deliberately said it on purpose.
He didn't expect the truth to be like this.
"I know," Zachary lowered his voice and said hoarsely, "I know that you were ill and that you arecured now. There are traces on your body from the treatment. I know you are not allowed to havechildren now."
Yvonne was stunned. She stared blankly at Zachary and was very puzzled. "How did you know? Noone knows about this."
Zachary frowned and said, "It's okay if Fabian knows, but I can't know."
Even at this moment, he was still jealous.
Yvonne was stunned and shook her head quickly, "No, Fabian knows, because he helped me toomuch. I am very grateful towards Mr. Trevino."
"You rather believe in him than believe in me. This shows how much of a failure I am." Zacharylaughed self-deprecatingly.
His laughter made Yvonne feel a bit sad and distressed.
"No, that's not true, Zachary," Yvonne shook her head and said, "Mr. Trevino is really just a friend."
"I know," Zachary moved his lips and said, "I just don't like the fact that you trust others and not me."
"I believe you," Yvonne said. "It's just that we haven't been together for so many years. I was afraidthat you would leave me."novelbin
To put it bluntly, all of her worries were because of fear and uncertainty. So she could only think ofother ways to be with him and dared not trust him.
Zachary lowered his eyes, and his eyes were dark.
It was hard to conceal the loneliness in his heart, and complicated emotions surged deep down, buthe didn't know how to calm himself down.
Start over.
Thinking about it, it seemed like he was the main culprit behind all these.
He was a little depressed.
Without saying anything, Zachary stretched out his arms and held her once again.
Yvonne also hugged him back.
"Zachary, let's leave all of this, okay?" Yvonne said again in his arms, "Let's forget these uglymemories and live happily in the future together, okay?"
Were all the guilt, yearning, and disappointment still important now, as could they get togetheragain?
Let go.
Let everything go.
Zachary hugged her tightly and did not say anything.
But he agreed with Yvonne's words.
Let it all go.
Yvonne didn't hear his reply and felt extremely anxious. She raised her eyes, looking towards him,her eyes full of hope.
Zachary's handsome face was in front of her. His deep eyes were looking at her.
He saw the anticipation in her eyes.
Her face was red, and her breath was as fragrant as an orchid, mixed with the fragrance of redwine.
Zachary's eyes tightened, and he was a little tempted.
Faced with Yvonne's expectation, Zachary wanted to tease her and asked, "What's the benefit of
doing so?"
Yvonne was stunned for a moment, and then she suddenly understood.
He intended to let go of those unpleasant memories.
She knew that Zachary was not a petty man. She was overjoyed and smiled earnestly.
Her eyes were like crescent moons, curved and cute.
Yvonne felt a bit embarrassed. She looked at him and said, "Of course, there are benefits. Zachary,you are so generous. If I don't give you any benefits, I would feel like I've let you down."
She said a lot of things because she was nervous.
After all, she wasn't able to be so open towards him.
The only thing she could do was drink to boost her courage.
She wanted to take advantage of the courage the wine gave her.
"Oh?" Zachary raised his voice slightly and seemed to be a little surprised. "Then tell me, whatbenefits can you bring me?"
Yvonne was stunned.
She blushed harder as he stared at her.
"Then, then what, what do you want me to do?"
"Think about it yourself," Zachary was not in a hurry. He lowered his head and looked at her, givingYvonne time to think about it.
Yvonne's face suddenly flushed red, feeling a bit embarrassed.
She took a deep breath, but she still couldn't say anything.
"You show no sincerity at all," Zachary had waited for a long time, but he still didn't get an answer.He sighed in his heart, feeling a bit resigned to fate. Perhaps wanting this woman to take the leadwas too big of a demand.
Yvonne shook her head and denied, "I am sincere. How am I insincere? Right now, all I can do is besincere."
Zachary looked at her silently and said nothing.
Yvonne talked as if she was trying to persuade him, "It's true. I'm full of sincerity."
Zachary suddenly lowered his head and approached her.
Yvonne couldn't hold back any longer. She blinked her eyes, almost withdrawing. However, at thecrucial moment, she endured.
The fierce mental struggle continued in her heart, and Yvonne made up her mind in a split second.
She kissed him.
Yes, she took the lead.
Zachary had only wanted to scare Yvonne. He didn't expect this girl to really kiss him.
They kissed each other's lips.
The soft kiss made Zachary's heart skip a beat, and a light flashed across his eyes.