Female Novel
Chapter 24
Chapter 24
NADIA
“So, should we plán a Luna Ceremony soon?” Beta Dominic asked, and my heart hammered in mychest.
I was so cozy wrapped up in Riley’s arm but the moment he asked it, I felt cold water being pouredover me.
“No! No Luna Ceremony, please.” I blurted out, my brows furrowing.
Not that I didn’t want to. There was nothing in the world I would rather be than claimed and owned bymy Alpha, but I wanted to do it the right way
Although Riley told me he wanted me here, I wasn’t sure for how long. I wasn’t even sure if what hewanted right now was enough t o make him fall in love with me.
I didn’t want the Luna title if it meant giving it up someday for someone else. I didn’t think I had theheart for it.
And there’s also Andrea looting in the air.
His people knew Andrea was supposed to be his Luna. I didn’t want to just come and be given the titlewithout knowing who I was. I have to let his people know that I existed in his life before claiming thetitle. And if the ceremony ever happened, I wanted them t o know that it would be Nadia who would benamed Luna and not Andrea.
It might come off as petty, but I didn’t want any memories of Andrea clouding my existence in this pack.
“Why?” Riley’s growl made me jerk away from his body.
I tilted my head up to see his scowling face. His eyes were dilating, but instead of being afraid, it justmade my blood boil.
This man didn’t know how to ask nicely.I inched away from him, clutching the blanket over my bodytightly as I glared at him.
“Why are you growling?”
“Why the fuck are you deciding things without consulting me?” He snapped back.
I saw the Beta raise his hands in the air and move back before murmuring, “I’m out of here unless youboth want me to stay.”
“Fuck off!”
“Stay!”
We blurted it out at the same time, and the Beta froze in his spot.
I dropped my shoulders in desperation but did not take my gaze off my mate, who was still glaring atme.
‘‘Go. I’m sorry. I’ll take care of this.’’ I mind linked Beta Dominic and he immediately turned around,leaving us alone.
‘‘No harm done. Actually, I’m happy to see that my Luna can stand up to the Alpha. Just message me ifyou need help to tie up the Alpha.’’
I restrained myself from smiling at his words, so instead, I turned around and stepped on the first stepof the staircase, so my height would be slightly higher and I didn’t need to tilt my head up to look at
Riley.
“I didn’t make any decisions. I just thought my voice needed to be heard. I don’t want a LunaCeremony. Not yet.”
Riley let out a sigh of desperation before he brushed his hands over his face and his featuressoftened.
“I thought you wanted to be my Luna. Did you change your mind? What did I do wrong this time?” Ismiled as a red tint crept up my cheeks.
“You didn’t do anything wrong. Just that… Can we talk about it privately? Not here.”
“Are you changing your mind?” And his expression changed again.
Gone was the moody and brave Alpha. His eyes were full of uncertainty, and if I was not mistaken, Icould see fear in them. Was he scared of something?
I shook my head as I clutched the sheets with one hand and raised my free hand to his cheek,caressing it gently against his skin.
“I’m not changing my mind, Riley. But we need to talk about it.”
He clasped a hand over mine on his cheek before he took it to his mouth, kissing every part of myhand.
“Okay. Can it wait a little while? Go rest first, and I will just talk to my Beta. I’ll follow you upstairs.’’
“Okay… But are you not going to put some clothes on?”
“I have shorts. It’s enough. I feel comfortable without a shirt.” He chuckled and started flexing themuscles in his chest.
Despite my heart doing a somersault and my panties dropping, oops I forgot I didn’t have one, I rolledmy eyes at him and faked a scoff.
“It doesn’t look good. Put a shirt on.”
He laughed and wrapped his arms around me before lifting me off the ground, my body hanging on hishold
“There are no other females here unless my Beta is gay, but I don’t think he is. Jenny is mated. She willnever swoon on me. So you are safe.”
“Who said I’m bothered when females see you naked?” I asked him, my voice muffled by the way myface slammed against his hard torso.
“You look ugly without a shirt on. Trust me.”
He let go of me, a teasing grin etched on his lips.
“Seriously? I had no idea. I better ask that unmated female who helps in the kitchen if she doesn’t findmy body attractive.”
I smiled sarcastically at him before turning my back on him and walking in a calm manner up the stairs,even if what he said was annoying me.
“Yeah, right. Go ask her, and maybe ask her too if she wants to be your Luna.”
I heard him laughing, but I didn’t turn around because he might see the annoyance in my eyes.
“I have clothes in my office. I’ll put one in. And I swear, I’m not going to ask anyone about my body, justyou!”novelbin
My eyes widened at the way he said those words. He was almost shouting, and his voice was boomingaround the house.I wondered how many were inside the pack house and heard that.
This man doesn’t have a single bone of shame on his body.
RILEY.
Although my heart warmed at the jealousy I saw flaring in Nadia’s eyes when I told her I would askanother female’s opinion about my body, I was still not at ease.
Why didn’t she want to have a Luna Ceremony? Was she having cold feet?
Or didn’t she want to be tied up with me, knowing that the Luna Ceremony would also hold a unionbetween us?
I watched her form disappear from the stairs before I headed to my office. My Beta was already sittingon the chair in front of my desk, waiting for me.
I closed the door and went directly to the small closet in the comer and grabbed a shirt, pulling it overmy head before sitting in my chair.
“Anything new for today?”
“Nope. But these are the proposals I received a few weeks back about a renewed alliance from allthese packs. Despite what you did, they still want to be with us, which I think is fantastic. What do youthink? Should we go over it and decide which one we will renew alliances with?”
“Leave it for now. Give me a day or two, or a week. I don’t want to hole up here in the office reading allthose shitty things they wanted We have things to do.”
“Such as?”
“I want to be visible around the territory. Make my people see me again.”
“About fucking time!”
“And I want people to know Nadia. We were at the center today and someone called her Andrea.”
“Holy shit!” He hissed.
“Did she get pissed off?”
“No She actually handled it really well, better than me.”
“Looks like you got lucky with this one, don’t you dare let this female go.”.
“Who said I would? Can’t you see I’m trying?”
“Trying? Man, you growled at your mate just because she said no. Can you act like a human whenyou’re around people? Let out your animal side when it’s just the two of you in bed.”
“Fuck you!”
“Fuck her, not me! But you need to watch your temper. I won’t be surprised if you don’t get laid becauseof your temper.”
“Yeah, nice advice from someone who hasn’t gotten laid in a long time.”
“Fuck you!”
“Find someone to fuck! And stop minding my business.”
“You’re my business. I was born and raised to serve you. And knock some sense on you.”
“Just do what I want you to do. Make sure people know Nadia is my fated mate and my Luna, and notAndrea.”
“What do you want me to do, sing in the middle of the crowd to get their attention and tell them Nadia istheir Luna? You need to do that yourself. If you want to be visible in the pack, take her with you. Youdid that with Andrea, that’s why everybody found out about her.”
I leaned my back against my chair, placing my hands at the nape of my neck as I stared at the ceilingabove my head.
“I want that, but I need to ask Nadia. I don’t want to force her if she doesn’t want to go around with me.So we need to have another option in case she didn’t want to.”
“Can you see the difference between how you’re treating Nadia and Andrea? You’re fucking scared oflosing Nadia, am I right? It seems like if she asks you to cut your throat, you’ll do it.”
“In the blink of an eye.”
“Do you love her?”
“I think I do.”
“More than Andrea?”
I let out a deep sigh and closed my eyes before answering.
“I am actually doubting now if I really did love Andrea or just the idea of having her. I forced her intoeverything I wanted, but I don’t have the heart to do it to Nadia. And I’m fucking scared that with justone wrong move, she’s going to run away.”
“Calm down, it’s only the second day today. And I don’t think she’s running away. That female needsshelter and protection. Give her that.”
“What about if she found out about Andrea, and what I did to her?”
And my Beta couldn’t answer. I really fucked up.-.
I told him what I knew about Nadia this morning and how her and Andrea’s fates were similar, beingpushed into marriage with someone they didn’t even like at all.
“I don’t know. I’m talking here as a friend, but what happened with Andrea, confining her here andemotionally torturing her with all those Luna ceremony preparations and the marking, was an evilmove.”
“Why didn’t you fucking help me that time?” I snarled at him.
“Fuck you, man! How many times did you threaten to fire me and Sebastian every time we try to reasonout and go against you? If w e weren’t thinking about Andrea being left alone here with you, we’d havefucked off already!”
“Shit! Shit!” I punched the side of my desk in front of me in anger, denting it in the process. I was sofucking pissed off with myself and all the shit I’ve done.
“I really fucked up this time!”
I saw blood trickling down from my knuckles, but I didn’t care. I rested my elbows on my desk andcovered my face with my hands.
“How the fuck could I come out clean from this?”
“You need to tell her everything.”
“No! And you too, not a word about Andrea. Whenever she asked, direct her to me.” I told him, and Iknew he would try to defy that, s ol rolled off an Alpha command, and I saw my Beta gritting his teeth.
He never liked it when I rolled an Alpha command off of him.
“You could have just asked me. You know, I will never betray you as an Alpha, even if I want to smackyour head as a friend.”
“I’m not taking a risk here. If there’s anyone who needs to explain this to her, that would be me. I justneed time.”
“Hopefully, you won’t make her wait forever. Sooner or later, she’s bound to find out.”
“If nobody talks about it, then it won’t. It’s enough that she knows Andrea is an ex-girlfriend and shechose another Alpha and not me. No need to tell her the in-between.“
My Beta just shook his head, but I ignored the look of dissatisfaction he was giving me.
I knew my mate. I knew what she went through and what she was running away from. She would leaveif she found out that the same male who she thought could protect her turned out to be the samemonster she was running from.