Female Novel
Chapter 36
"You all be careful going home." Mr. Mercer warmly greeted as he hugged two women that attended hischurch before sending them on their way out the front door.
Once he shut the door, the man turned to see Deacon Hawthorne taking a collection of pots and pansinto the kitchen. Without even looking around at the empty living room, Charles followed the deaconand noticed him placing the heavy pots in the refrigerator.
"You don't have to do that, Brother." Charles smiled while going over and dipping dirty dishes into thealready filled sink.
"Well, if it doesn't get done now, then it never will." Hawthorne modestly replied before shutting therefrigerator door.
Chles carried on in his washing duty as if his longtime friend was not even there beside him at all. Hescrubbed and scoured one dirty dish after another, even the ones that were already virtually spotless tobegin with."Boy, that sure was some good macaroni and cheese Sister Rozell brought over."Hawthorne gaily commented from out of nowhere.Sparking back to life, Charles chuckled withouttaking his eyes off the dishes he was cleaning, "Yes, sir, it was sure was."There rested a tidal wave ofsilence in the kitchen. It was so encompassing that even Charles himself could feel the weight of itbearing upon him. Page 287"Charles, why don't you stop that for now?" Hawthorne implored. "You cando that later."Gradually, Charles took his hands out of the warm, soapy water and began to dry them offwith a rag that was lying on the counter to his right.With his hands clasped together, the deacon keenlyasked, "When do you think the police will ever find out what made that man kill Isaac?"Charlescontinued on drying his hands while taking unsettling glances back and forth from the deacon to thewet towel he was using."Brother," Charles reacted in a low tone, "there isn't a degree of investigatingthe police can do that will bring my boy back. I got folks all over telling me to sue this person and thatperson for millions and millions of dollars. Everyone wants to riot for my child, thinking that's the right
thing to do. Believing that will bring Isaac back. They're only doing it for themselves because they'realready mad at the world. They're searching for an outlet; something to fight for. Not one of them evenknew my boy.""Well," Hawthorne sighed, "at least he's in peace now. That's all that matters."Charlesslowly placed the wet towel back onto the counter before turning to a window and looking out at thedull, grey sky."What about Lynnette and Isaiah, Pastor? How can anyone explain to that little boy whathappened to his father when he grows up? It's just a doggone shame." Hawthorne pitifullyfrowned.Charles pulled himself away from the window and simply answered, "I guess we'll have to waitand see, Lord willing."Deacon Hawthorne reached out and hugged Charles, patting him on the backsaying, "Are you gonna be alright, Brother?" Page 288"I'm just fine." Charles grimaced from the otherside of Hawthorne. "You tell Clara that her marble cake was darn good, as always.""I sure will, Pastor."The deacon said as he walked into the living room and put on his coat. "Now, if you need anything, justcall us. Clara and I are gonna be home for the rest of the day."With a humble grin, Charles said, "I thinkI'll be just fine. You be careful out there." He added before opening the front door.Charles watched withbated breath as the deacon carried on out to his maroon Cadillac before closing the door. Inside thehouse was a sudden, claustrophobic silence; not even the usual leaky faucet in the kitchen could beheard dripping.With a pair of heavy, sluggish legs, the man began a solemn tour of his own home.Above the fireplace sat Isaac's picture that was placed next to his mother's. Gently, Charles positionedhis son's frame to where it sat perfectly straight.From the mantle he dragged on into his bedroom,dropped down to his knees and folded his hands together. But instead of closing his eyes, he kept themopen and rotated his head slightly to the right to where all he could see was his closet door that wasslightly ajar.There was a prayer in the back of his throat waiting for the perfect opportunity to escape. Itwas just sitting and festering, like a dead animal on a searing hot day, not wanting to budge a singleinch.The man allowed only his thoughts to do all of his speaking for him. He was angry at himself fornot taking his own son more seriously, but rather than explode into a vicious, house-wrecking tirade likehe desired, he caged it all inside. The rage, the tears and even the prayer to God were locked upsecurely while his hands remained tightly clutched the longer he gazed endlessly on at the closet. Page289After five whole minutes of kneeling, Charles got to his feet and resumed his tour. As he exited his
bedroom, the man captured a glimpse of the living room and the couch and recliner where both he andIsaac would sit every Sunday afternoon during football season. How the living room would come alivewith the uproars of men whooping and hollering back and forth over who had the better team, TheBrowns or The Raiders.Once the celebrated image melted away, Charles just happened to turn to hisimmediate left to find himself standing right in front of Isaac's bedroom. The man carefully shoved openthe door to find the bed unmade, as usual. Along the walls were posters of O.J. Simpson and BruceLee. Charles made his way inside and began to make the bed from top to bottom. As he fluffed thepillows, Charles couldn't help but to look over to the other side of the bed to notice Isaac's recordcollection lying next to the wall. Out of all the albums that were displayed, the man managed to catchsight of Marvin Gaye's, I Want You, and the album cover's artwork. For a brief moment, Charlessquinted and cracked and very subtle grin before he laid the pillows down onto the bed.Before he couldeven turn away, he glanced over at the nightstand to see a framed picture of Isaac, Lynnette and Isaiahthat was placed next to the lamp.With pouty lips, Charles picked up the frame and longingly stared atthe three happy people. He affectionately recalled how proud he was of Isaac when he told him that heand Lynnette were getting married. How much Isaiah resembled his father; from the smile all the way tothe hairstyle was like watching Isaac grow up all over again.Without giving another glance, Charlesplaced the picture back down onto the nightstand and began for the doorway. As carefully as he could,Charles shut the door behind him before standing perfectly still inside the hallway. By the position of theshadows he could sense that nightfall was drawing nigh. Much to his chagrin, twilight would arrive...inonly a few hours' time.novelbin