Female NovelChapter 19
Torian’s POV
It was the next day, up to twenty-four hours since I faced the most brutal rejection of my life, and the pain hadn’t reduced the slightest. My heart still felt like a hot chisel was hammered into the core, and the pain had left me numb and crazy that there was nothing I could do in my pack.
My Beta was taking care of every issue while I sat in my room, drowning in alcohol, hoping it would be able to wash away my pain, but it just seemed as if as the hours went by, it all got worse.
There were bumps on my face, and some parts were covered with bandages due to the injuries I got while fighting Alpha Bale. On a normal day, I would never dare to fight him, but my brain was totally hazed by Diana’s rejection, and I couldn’t even think straight
When he came into the room and attacked me, I was forced to fight back with all the aggression in me, and what I wanted at that moment was to kill him because he seemed to be the one that made Diana hate me. Since she got married to him, she has now become cold towards me.
The rage in me was pushing me to keep fighting even when Bale was way stronger and more trained; he dodged almost all my attacks and hit back at me perfectly. Diana didn’t even try to stop us. She walked away, allowing me to get beaten.
If not for the bodyguards that stepped in, I don’t think I would be alive. The injuries were still there, sending unbearable pain all over my face; they felt like millions of needles stuck into them, yet I couldn’t even regard it at all.
I was hurting more in my heart, and that was the pain I badly wanted to go away. I was being tortured by the face of my mate, which I was forced to hate and reject. Her face was now all over my head, looking so beautiful, and I could swear my heart was craving her.
Selene was that innocent, cool girl who would be the perfect match for me. I needed the peace of mind my life needed now, but now I am left with nothing. Both Selene and Diana had left my life, leaving me grabbing hold of nothing.
As I gulped more of the alcohol on the table, the urge to cry kept increasing, along with the craving for my mate. It was as if the moon goddess was intentionally tampering with my emotions because right now I can’t understand what’s getting messed up.
Selene was all I wanted, so badly that I felt like I was going to get ruined if she didn’t come back into my life. How stupi d was I to reject her?
All these were battering my head, consuming me as it kept glaring at my face and saying that there was no way back. Selene was dead already
My door was forced open, and my mother barged in, anger masked on her face as she charged at me and s n a t h e d the cupi of wine in my hand aggressively.
“Are you mad?!” She shouted, glaring hard at me as I fought to keep my balance. My head was sta g g e r in g, and I couldn’t stay at a place.
I was really drunk, but the pain in my heart wasn’t reducing. I thought they said we forget our pain when drunk, but I wasn’t forgetting anything. The face of Selene is still in my head, consuming me with guilt, regret, and great sadness.
“Mom, give me that! Give it to me. I grunted, stretching out my hand to collect it from her weakly.
“What did I hear you did that day you went to a wedding at that pack? Don’t tell me it’s true! Don’t tell me you rejected your mate for no reason!” She bawled, flinging the glass cup to the ground in so much frustration as she breathed heavily.
“Leave me alone” I sighed, reaching out to the bottle since she had taken the glass cup
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take any drinks and lift your a s s up there! Go to the palace and deal with the case there. I don’t mind if you the right serise. Go there and be the Alpha you are She yelled in so much sadness and annoyance that I was a bit wared she would hit the bottle on my head
It has been really long since I saw my mother m this mood. My father was dead, and I took over from him early, and my mother had always been there to help me carry out all the obligations.
She does almost everything and now that I have grown enough to have a mate, she has been so eager. She wants me to find a wife and get a grandchild, but was never in support of my relationship with Dana
she didn’t show it obviously, I noticed she was excited that Diana got married to another man and loved that I attended the wedding just so I would know there was no chance between me and her
she didn’t know I was still hoping She didn’t know I was still becoming a fool to please her, sacrificing my own happiness to put a mile on her face.
“Tell them to shift the case to another day. As you can see, I can’t even feel myself” My voice slurs, my head is banging, and
tas beating erratically. Everything was making no me to me, and even the breath I took was annoying
“Why did you reject your mate? No matter who it was” She was almost crying, her voice breaking in and out as she threw the
I was fooled by Thana. She made me do it, and now she has dumped me, I fell for her trap when the told me we still had a chance together. Mother, I feel like I should die, sering myself as still shumës at the age of 29. I don’t just understand if I was
meant to be an Alpha in the first place.
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My berath was shallow as I buried my face in my palm, sobbing silently Dana heartbreak and the guilt of everything I thi to Seite were just eating me deep into my veins, serpsing through my bone marri.
“Will you stay and keep crying like a baby instead of finding a way to get revenge on that witch” My mother said coldly. making me look up at her abruptly with a narrowed game
“Torun, you know what I mean! She ruined you and werd on with her life like it was nothing Show her what you’re capable of dog That’s what alphas are made of. They fight back and venge” She espoles with a vou e barely above whispering.
“What do you want me to do? What can I do to Dura! She is way above me and holds more power than I do. There is no
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“There is a way. Have you thought of making her lose the baby in her we
Terlamed, and my eyes widened in shock at what my mother just uttered.
“ter you joking?” I gasped..
you still have feelings for that heartless bit h” She shunned, flicking the hair over her face aside.novelbin
1 dost. But that’s too cruel. The baby is the heir, and.
“Tad ale consider you the Alpha of this pack, knowing the responsibilities lying on your shoulders before destroying you? Maru, son, so you won’t be t r a m p l e d on” She said it in a hush, leaving me lost in thought as I imagined how I would be able to do as she said.
“You are my son. i̇know of everything that happened, and none of it is your fault. Don’t blame yourself for the wickedness w cruelty of someone else. Falling in love isnt bad, but you did it with the wrong woman, and that’s why you are in this
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mess. It’s time to actually stop allowing crying like a baby and make her regret everything she did to you.” She said with a firm and motivating tone.
I never thought there would be a day I would be contemplating hurting Diana. I had always thought of nothing else but ways to make her happy and eventually become mine, but after hearing what my mother said to me, I realized how st u p i d I had been.
It was time to push these nonsense feelings aside and kill her joy the way she did mine. She didn’t only abandon me; she made me lose the one thing that should be my solace.
My mate was to be my everything. She pushed me into destroying her with the fake promise and hope of becoming mine. At the end. I was thrashed like garbage.
I won’t let that slide away. Never!
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