Tasting All My Mates

Tasting All My Mates By Alexis Dee Chapter 247

247″ Am Losing A Little By Little

Thiago’s POV:

The way she innocently asked me why I wasn’t there with her, I felt like going back in time and rippingmy heart out so that I didn’t feel the pain and stayed with her.

It was just that it hurt so badly that I had to get away from her for some time. Whenever I am angry,Theo somehow manages to show up and say things that could be hurtful. And then, when Lazlo toldme she wanted some time alone, I decided to respect her decision.

“I guess I was hurt,” I whispered in my mouth, craving to hold her close and make her mine. But it is adistant memory now. I couldn’t be selfish and keep her tied to me. Sadly enough, all these things havetaken a toll on me, and Theo has become more powerful and commanding over my body than I am.

“And you were going to reject me but never decided to have a final talk with me.” She recalled whatLazlo had told her. Which was an utter lie.

I never told him I was ever going to reject her. I told him to keep Enya safe and that would be backsoon.

“I guess I said it in anger once, but I was never going to do that,” I uttered as I took one step nearer toher. Gosh! Her existence was the best thing ever to happen to me. She was this incredibly beautifulperson that I couldn’t get enough of.

“Enya! I never mean to control who you can and cannot accept. I was just mad because I didn’t likeZander for you. He is rude and manipulative.” I instantly covered the distance between her and me andknelt down in front of her. I don’t know if she was ready to let me hold her hands yet or not, but I didn’twant to force her into anything.

“I knew he would use all his ways to make you start a physical relationship with him. You and Lazlowere the only people I could trust, and then—,” I didn’t want to say anything that could upset her, butshe finished it for me.

“And then we betrayed you.” The guilt on her face made me feel guilty for bringing it up again.

“I guess you weren’t at fault. The situation turned dirty quick.” 1 raised my hand to hold her hand, butthen pulled it back.

“I have been feeling very sick for the last few days. It wasn’t until the rogues kidnapped me that I foundout I was pregnant.” The emptiness in her eyes was killing me. She lowered her face to probably chokeon the tears whilst I kept staring at her hand, I wish I could hold her hand. I wish all the grudges weregone. And I wish I was not a Lycan.

It was saddening that Lazlo didn’t tell me she was sick. Every day he would lie to me about how happyand satisfied she is now that they are dating.

The problem is, when I was chained to the basement, Lazlo was telling me he was the perfect mateShe had ever accepted. How was a cursed creature going to ruin that for her?novelbin

“I think you don’t want to talk about it.” The dryness in her tone snapped me out of my thoughts. I didn’tknow how long she had been waiting for a response from me.

“No! I am just—- It is just that I wish I was here. I wi–why the hell did you two even go out at night whenyou knew the rogue attacks were increasing?” suddenly, I felt my voice being raised at her. It shook herup.

“I mean; I wish we could have avoided all this.” I got on my feet to walk away from her and rub my facein my hands.

She was silent

“I am sorry for my outburst,” I let out a little laugh while she narrowed her eyes from afar at me andthen got up on her feet to stand close to me.

"I saw your eye color changing for a split second," she was anxiously demanding me to look her in theeye and stay still.

"Umm! I guess you saw it wrong." I shook my head and looked away from her quizzical stare. “Howbad is it, Thiago?" She was stubborn enough to not let go of the subject. "Is your Lycan taking overalready?" The shock on her face crumbled my heart. I didn't want her to deal with another mess afterlosing our baby. That trauma has fucked me over into losing a piece of myself to Theo. "It is not asbad." I lied, shaking in my skin, thinking how she would react when she would find out. It's almost like Iwas losing myself. "Is it because of my betr---ayal?" Her voice cracked, and her hands flew to hermouth in acknowledgment. "Hey! No! That is not it. It is because you were in pain." I longed to hold herclose, but even she was keeping her distance from me. It was almost like we both wanted to betogether, but there was lingering tension between us. "Oh My God!" She gasped to herself, walkingback to sit down on the bed and covering her face with her hands. "Enya! Trust me, you are not thereason this is happening. This has been written about my fate forever. It is just about the time that 14" Ireached out to her to explain to her what my end was going to be like when she raised her face andcovered my mouth with her hand, silencing me very sweetly. Her touch comforted my forever achingsoul. There was so much about her that I didn' t want to miss. And it was also true that I didn't want toshare her with anyone. "I am sorry!" the moment she apologized for touching me and pulled back fromme, realized she had created a barrier between us that we now had to respect by keeping our hands toourselves. "Oh!" I was constantly looking her in the eye when I shook my head and forced a weak smileacross my lips to say, "I am happy you are fine now." *** Enya and Thiago had made amends but theirrelationship is not how it used to be. Let me know if you have seen the visuals. Zander's visual iscoming up soon and a reader actually gave me options and I really liked them.