Female Novel
Chapter 37 (Caroline)
“My heavens! Why are you just sitting there?! Get her inside,” I heard Lena say. Keegan shifted his
hold on me and stood easily. He was holding me bridal-style. He held me tightly as his mom put a light
blanket over me. Keegan walked briskly with his mom and the guys behind him. Little by little, I started
calming down. We emerged into the house and Keegan kept walking. He took me up the stairs to a
room and took me to the bathroom; closing and locking the door behind us. I clutched the blanket I’d
acquired tightly as light sobs escaped my lips. I rested my head on Keegan’s chest as his hand rubbed
my back gently. We stayed there until my sobbing stopped. I dropped the blanket to the tile floor and
wrapped my arms around Keegan’s neck. He hesitated before his arms came around my waist. I
buried my head in his neck as his hand rubbed small comforting circles in the small of my back.
“Are you okay now?” he asked gently. I nodded slowly. It seemed like Keegan was getting angrier by
the second. “I’m going to kill Asher,” he growled. By the tone of his voice, I knew he wasn’t kidding. I
pulled away and sniffled as I wiped the tears from my eyes. His face softened at the sight of me. I
shook my head.
“It’s not his fault. It’s really no one’s fault,” I sniffled. I gave a shaky breath as I looked at the duvet.
“Two years ago, I was in the car with my parents and we were going over a bridge. This other car lost
control and… we went into the water. Both of my parents died… it’s why I live with my brother now. I’ve
been deathly afraid of water and being in a car over bridges ever since. And that’s how I got those
scars,” I explained hoarsely. I felt comfortable enough around Keegan that I could open up to him. Even
if it meant telling him something I never talked about with anyone. He wiped away tears I didn’t even
know fell. He sighed and reached forward to kiss my forehead.
“I’m so sorry,” he whispered. I sighed as my eyes closed. I wrapped my arms around his trim waist. I
could practically hear Keegan’s gears turning in his head. I looked at his face as I placed a hand on his
chest.
“Don’t,” I said, pulling back. His eyes furrowed in confusion. I sighed and hit him with the palm pf my
hand as hard as I could. “Don’t kill Asher. He didn’t know,” I explained.
“I want to kill him for hurting you,” Keegan growled.
“You hurt me too,” I countered. I know it was a low blow, but I wanted him to get it. His face contorted in
pain, anger and sadness all at the same time.
“I didn’t mean to and I’m so, so sorry,” Keegan said quickly.
“I know that. I also know that Asher didn’t mean it either. He was just excited and wanted to have fun.
Just like you,” I said. His face dropped as he got the point. I sighed and looked away before continuing
my story about the accident. “The accident… it caused my appendix to rupture and grazed a few other
organs. I had two broken ribs and a fractured collarbone. It was really… I had to have three different
surgeries and when I woke up in the hospital, I found out that my parents didn’t make it… but those
surgeries left scars that you wouldn’t believe. I’ve always been really self-conscious about them.” I
explained. I think by this point, I was just talking to talk. I hadn’t really talked to anyone about what
happened. Danny knew, but only because the police had to tell him. Keegan’s hand went to my
stomach as he traced the scars. I sighed and relaxed. His eyes went back up to mine.
“I’ll get you a change of clothes and a towel to dry off,” he said before he kissed my cheek and left. I
sighed and leaned against the edge of the huge tub. His bathroom was really nice. He had a full glass
shower with a detachable shower-head, two sinks with a long connecting counter and a huge mirror
covering the wall all above it, a roomy toilet room complete with a magazine rack, and a huge Jacuzzi-
style bathtub that could easily fit three people—or a large wolf. I laughed lightly to myself. I must have
been on drugs or something. There was no way that Keegan was a werewolf. There was no possible
way. The door creaked open and Keegan walked in with a towel and a change of clothes. I started
pulling off my clingy wet shirt. I tossed it in a near hamper and started pulling off my shorts.
“Caroline,” Keegan said slowly. I stepped out of my shorts and tossed them in the hamper also. I was
well aware that I was in nothing more than my black lace thong and matching push up bra.
“What?” I said answered, finally looking at him. His eyes flickered to my stomach. I grabbed the towel
quickly and balled it up in front of my stomach as I blushed. “I’ll be out in a minute,” I snapped quietly.
Keegan didn’t take the hit, or if he did, he ignored it. He set down the change of clothes down and
walked closer to me. He slowly took the towel from my hands and set it down on the counter as well.
His expression was soft and understanding.
“Hey, it’s okay,” he said softly. Looking into his amber eyes, I believed him. His hand reached up
hesitantly and touched my stomach. I let out a breath and closed my eyes. “You’re beautiful, Caroline.
Don’t let anyone tell you differently,” he said softly. I opened my eyes to see him looking me with…
love. I tangled my hands in his hair and pulled him to my lips. He inhaled deeply as his hands slid to my
waist. He picked me up and sat me on the counter. He sat in between my legs and pulled my lower
back so I was flush to him. Something poked me in the thigh as my back arched to meet him. Hisnovelbin
tongue flicked inside of my mouth. His hands gripped my hips tightly as he groaned. His lips moved to
nip my ear. I gasped as my stomach did a million back flips and turns.
“I love you… every inch of you,” he whispered gently before he pulled away to look at me. I froze and
my eyes shot open. There it was: the L word. Keegan said he loved me. The thought that he felt for me
the same way I felt about him made it a little harder to breathe.
Keegan loved me.
I sat there in shock for a minute as I tried to process this. Keegan loved me: that’s all that continued
running through my head. His eyes searched my face, nervous of what I would say. He was scared, I
could see that. Did he not already know that I loved him too? It was obvious to me, but then again, I
knew my own thoughts. Keegan had no idea what I was thinking. I smiled at him lightly and released a
breath. I moved one of my hand to cup his face as my thumb ran over his cheek.
“I love you too, Keegan,” I whispered. He smiled before he kissed me deeply. I moved my hand back to
his soft, short black hair. The kiss picked up pace quickly, making my heart beat wildly. I was pretty
sure Keegan could hear it. His hand slid up my back and then back down. He groaned when I slipped
my fingertips under the hem of his shirt to rest on the edge of his jeans. I pulled his shirt up and he
raised his arms for me before his hands went to my knees and slid up my legs, coming dangerously
close to the hem of my thong. His lips attached to my neck and he sucked on it gently. His hands
slipped over my hips and he squeezed my backside. His lips traveled further south and he kissed the
top of my chest. I arched my back and let my head fall back.
“I need to stop,” Keegan breathed as his lips brushed against my neck. I didn’t want him to stop. His
lips attached back to mine and my nails dug into his back. He growled and bit my lip gently. “Caroline,”
he breathed huskily. He was trying to control himself and I could see that. I moaned loudly as he nipped
at my ear and hit my sweet spot on my neck. Keegan finally gave in. *~* He lifted me by my thighs and
I wrapped my legs around his waist as his lips crashed back to mine. He moved his hand to my butt
and squeezed it roughly. I let out a small breathy gasp. Keegan walked out of the bathroom and into his
bedroom. How he did that while driving me insane at the same time, I have no clue, but he did. He set
me down on the bed and hovered over me keeping his lips on mine the whole time. My hands reached
down and fumbled with his belt before I managed to get his pants off. He kicked them off. His hand
moved up my leg as his other one propped himself up. His hand inched closer to my underwear. He put
his knee up on the bed in between my legs. His lips were magic against mine. Fire shot to my core. I
felt his hand on my underwear straps and then my underwear was off. I opened my eyes breathlessly
just in time to watch Keegan tuck my underwear into the back pocket of his jeans. His eyes ranked over
me lovingly and lustfully. I fought the urge to cross my legs and cover up.
“You’re so beautiful,” he muttered before his lips were on mine fiercely. I ran my hands down his chest
and rubbed my hand over the front of his flimsy boxers. I was greeted with a big surprise. He groaned
and his hand squeezed my thigh above my bent knee. He pushed my legs open more before his hands
went behind my arched back and snapped off my bra. I quickly tossed it to the side and pulled
Keegan’s shoulders down so his lips were on mine again. He trailed kisses down my neck and chest.
When he got to my stomach, he glanced up at me almost as if he were asking for permission. I granted
it and he placed light, gentle kisses along every single scar. His lips came back to mine and I attacked
him fiercely. He hand came up and rubbed my swollen and ready lips gently as his mouth continued to
move with mine. I moaned and wiggled my hips to get closer to his hand.
“Fuck, Caroline,” he muttered into my neck. He teasing was driving me nuts. Finally, he slipped a finger
into my throbbing core. I squealed/moaned as my eyes snapped shut and my jaw went slack. My back
arched as I forgot how to breathe. He slid his middle finger out before pushing it in again. My hands
gripped his shoulders and Keegan pumped his finger in and out repeatedly and it drove me mad. I was
squirming the whole time. My breaths were coming in pants now. He did this for a while before he
added another finger, making my squeal again. He groaned against my mouth and thrust his fingers
deep inside me. I couldn’t help it, I yelled out something incoherent as my eyebrows knitted in pain
leasure. I was a virgin through and through, so this was my first time for anything. I hadn’t even made
out with a guy before Keegan. His lips left my body. I opened my eyes to see Keegan watching me as
he thrust his fingers into me roughly. I gasped and couldn’t keep my eyes open. They shut tightly as my
leg started shaking. A loud, long moan escaped my lips. I moved my hips into his hand as Keegan
sped up. Knots and butterflies filled my stomach as my aching womanhood pulsed. My chest heaved
as my nails dug into Keegan’s shoulders as he hovered over the side of me. My toes curled and my
back arched as my knees slid closer to my torso. I let out a series of short quick breaths before my
body relaxed. I took a deep breath to try and calm my breathing but it didn’t work. I was still worked up.
I could feel my heartbeat pulsing in my core. Keegan removed his fingers and brought it up to his
mouth. I watched intrigued as he licked his fingers clean. He moved to hover above me; his lips only
centimeters from mine.
“I can’t wait to taste you for real,” he said huskily before his lips were on mine gently. I could feel his
long shaft against my entrance through his boxers. It felt good. I wasn’t even scared. I knew it would
hurt a little at first but I loved Keegan. I wanted to be with him. I pushed my hips down so that his tip put
a little pressure on my entrance. His deep groan was probably the sexiest thing I’d ever heard. He froze
a moment before he pulled away from me.
“Not yet,” he breathed. I looked in his face and saw reluctance. He wanted to, but something was
stopping it. He kissed me deeply and his shaft lay in front of my entrance again. I reached down and
pulled his shaft through the hole in the front of his boxers, quickly pulling him to my entrance, but his
hips froze as he resisted. He gasped before he groaned huskily, and very loudly, and dropped his head
in the crook of my neck. He trembled lightly before he pulled away again. This time, he jumped off the
bed and tried to catch his breath. “Fuck, Caroline, we can’t do that yet,” he said slightly out of breath
and pissed off. I sat up and took a deep breath before I looked at him slightly hurt.
“Why?” I asked. He sighed at seeing my face before he sat on the bed next to me.
“There’s a process and I want you to know everything first,” he said softly. Everything… about what?
“Everything? Like what?” I asked him. He smirked at me.
“Like the fact that I turn into a wolf,” he said, nudging my shoulder. My eyes widened in shock.
“So… I wasn’t on drugs or dreaming?” I asked. He laughed and shook his head.
“Nope,” he said popping the p. He leaned over and kissed me gently. “Get dressed, I’ll show you,” he
said softly. I straddled his lap instead.
“But I don’t want to get dressed,” I pouted. He groaned as I grinded my hips, rubbing my still wet
womanhood along his bare shaft. He yelled like he was in pain as his face scrunched in need. I
smirked slightly as my lips attached to his neck. “I… want… you,” I whispered in between kisses. He
stood quickly and set me down on my feet.
“Caroline… you have to know everything first,” he said sternly. I rolled my eyes before I picked up my
bra and snapped it back on.
“Fine,” I grumbled. He only laughed. I felt his chest against my back as his arms slipped around me.
His hands trailed along my scars and for once, all I felt was beautiful.
“Also, everyone just heard what we did… sensitive werewolf hearing and all. If I took you now, the
whole pack would hear you… even if they didn’t have hyper-senses,” he whispered huskily. My cheeks
turned bright red as I felt my face heat up. Everyone in this house heard us: the guys, his mom, his
dad, everyone. I spun out of his arms and slapped his chest.
“You knew they could hear us and you kept going?! Why would you even tell me that,” I screeched. He
only laughed.
“Relax, the guys took my mom out for groceries before you got too loud. Well, my dad doesn’t really
move from his bed so he could’ve heard everything. The walls down there are pretty thick for sound
proofing but he’s an Alpha so…” Keegan trailed off.
“Wait, Alpha? Isn’t that like… the president?” I asked. Keegan raised an eyebrow at me in amusement
and nodded. I went to the bathroom and slipped on the maxi dress Keegan brought for me to change
into. It was a simple black tank maxi with a clinch waist and open back. I racked through my hair with
my fingers before throwing it in a side ponytail.
“The guys are back with my mom. Someone’s been doing their homework,” he noted. I shrugged.
“I read a lot,” I answered. I looked around the bed for my underwear before I remembered that Keegan
took them. He had his pants back on and was slipping on his shirt. “Keegan will you give me my
underwear please?” I asked, holding out my hand. He started grinning like an idiot as he shook his
head. I looked at him confused and shocked. I needed my underwear, I felt naked without them.
“They’re mine,” Keegan said like a proud toddler before he walked towards the bathroom. I rolled my
eyes and crossed my arms.
“Keegan… underwear, now!” I ordered. His head peeked out the bathroom door as he smirked at me.
“You wore a thong. That was sexy as hell,” he said instead, and then he was back in the bathroom.