Female Novel
Chapter 413
Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2
Chapter 403 Broken Beyond Repair (Helel Spade)
I ran around for hours and then returned to the cabin. I knew she was leaving in the morning, and
tonight was the last night when I could make her change her mind, but it was a lost cause. She told me
in clear words that she didn’t want to be with me.
‘We should have been forceful,’ Hel complained.novelbin
‘And what? force her to stay with us? Wouldn’t that be unfair to her? She found out about so much
s*hi*t, and we should expect her to forgive us just so that we can live happily?’ grunted as I started
turning the cabin upside down. I had thrown away all the flowerpots and utensils I had been decorating
for her comfort.
‘We should admit that we f*uc*ked up,’ I said, as I broke down on my knees. ‘It is just that I wish I
hadn’t come back to life. I should have stayed dead. What was the point of coming back to find her
gone? It is a curse because it sure feels like one,’ I don’t remember when I have cried so much. Every
time I think of losing Beatrice, I lose myself with her.
‘It is going to be our life now? How the hell do you expect us to live without her?’ Hel complained, and
rightfully so. I can’t imagine living without her, either.
‘I am not sure. I just — I keep thinking what could have done differently to prevent all this from
happening?’ I asked him and myself, too.
‘Maybe we should have rejected Gwen sooner,’ I yelled as I threw the table away. ‘And she wants us to
take care of Gwen,’ Hel scoffed at Beatrice’s wishes.
‘That is not possible,’ I groaned and got up from the ground. Walking back to my room, I grabbed the
box I had stolen earlier from the Royal lockers.
‘What are you doing?’ Hel asked once he noticed what was inside that box. ‘I am k*illing this pain inside
me,’ I said, injecting myself with wolfbane.
‘UGHHHH F*UC*K!” Since I was a dark knight, I had to inject a heavy amount into my body. Once it hit
my veins, I landed in bed, and everything began to calm down.
This box consisted of heavy drugs and strong wolfbane. We would usually give it to the prisoners who
are violent to keep them under check.
I stole it when I realized Beatrice had found out about Gwen and me. I knew right then and there that it
was over for us.
She would never accept me back into her life. But because this life was a gift from her to me, I didn’t
want to finish it so easily. Hence, I decided to live, but that didn’t mean I had to live with this pain.
Soon everything went silent, and I was just me, without any power. It felt amazing because this pain
was nothing compared to the pain I was feeling after losing Beatrice.
I probably slept for a whole night and woke up the next day.
‘You shut me out last night,’ Hel grunted while I took a shower.
‘Aren’t you happy that we both slept peacefully?’ I asked and continued getting dressed up.
‘So, where are you planning to go now?’ Hel questioned.
‘I heard they have left already. I am going to go after them,’ I said stubbornly, refusing to accept once
again that she had left me. No matter how many times I tell myself that she is gone and that it should
be her decision to leave or stay, I just cannot accept it.
It was supposed to be us.
‘You are going to stalk her?’ Hel stated, and I shrugged.
‘Give whatever name you want to give it. Just because she is done with me doesn’t mean I can’t go
with her. She will need someone beside her in the dragon’s lair,’ I was probably making up excuses to
see her again. Those beautiful big eyes of hers and her soft hair. I was missing every piece of her.
‘She has Akin,’ Hel didn’t have to say it, but he did, and it ached my soul.
“But he is not going to be that attentive to her. It is a different kind of feeling when we are with her. We
will die for her, but for Akin, she is just a friend and his brother’s ex mate. I am sure he will not be able
to take good care of her,’ I argued with Hel, as it didn’t make sense how I could be replaced with Akin,
who doesn’t even love her.
‘Okay. I am not going to argue with you. It is not like I don’t want to see her, so let’s get going,’ Hel
finally said, shutting up and agreeing with me. I started my journey on foot and kept track of it with the
help of Reign.
She had been messaging me and asking me how I was feeling the whole day, so I would answer her
and then casually ask her where Akin and Beatrice had arrived now.
After hours of walking, I finally took a cab, and when I arrived at this motel, I found their car parked on
the side.
Just the thought of seeing her again made me happy. I walked up to the car, thinking I would ask her to
step outside to have a word with her, and I would sit on her feet and beg her to accept me or at least
take me with her.
Maybe this mission will help us come back together again. But my miserable wishes met an end when I
reached the window and peered inside.
She was in the backseat of the car, sleeping very peacefully in Akin’s arms.
The sight was such a pain to me that I wished to have burned down the world, but it was also a good
slap against my cheek for me to wake up and realize, I was not the only one who could keep her safe.
‘Let’s go home,’ Hel whispered in a broken voice and with a broken heart.