Sharing Beatrice A Luna to her Stepbrothers

Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers By Alexis Dee Chapter 400

Sharing Beatrice A Luna To Her Stepbrothers by Alexis Dee Book 2

Chapter 400 Baby It Is Over

Beatrice Dismay:

After I announced who I was taking with me, the mood changed. It’s been an hour since I made thatannouncement, and Helel had left for a run. We were now scattered, and I was on the ground waitingfor Helel’s return so that I could have a detailed conversation with him.

“I am sorry,” Gwen said as she walked behind me out of nowhere. “I wish I had not come back to life.”

I turned around and stared at her before I forced a smile onto my lips. I didn’t want her to feel guiltyabout anything. She had every right to pursue her mate. The only one to get blamed for it was Helel.He should have at least told me they were mates. If I knew he had felt a mate bond with her, I wouldhave expected this to happen before going into a slumber. But it all came to me like a wrecking ball andhit me hard.

“It is not your fault. He is your mate too,” I said as I turned my face to the door again. I was waiting forhim to come back.

“Then why? Why are you not taking him along? Beatrice, he will not be himself if you left hi…,” sheinsisted, wanting to know what pushed me to the point that I made a decision so terribly painful.

“I would not steal your baby’s father from you. Mistake or not, it happened, and now you are pregnantwith his baby. There is a man from hell wandering around freely. The day he finds out you are with adark knight’s child, he will come after you,” I placed my hand on her shoulder, realizing maybe this isright time things end between Helel and me.

That’s when Gwen stared behind me, and tears streamed down her eyes. I paused and steadily turnedaround, facing Helel, who had come back without his shirt. He was all dirty in mud and slowly washeddown by the rain that started just as he arrived.

Gwen left us to talk. The privacy won’t help us anymore. It was all over. “You are not—,” he whisperedand shook his head. The request I saw in his eyes I had never seen before in anyone’s eyes.

“I don’t have a choice,” I mumbled without breaking eye contact with him.

“Beatrice, you have a choice. I made a mistake; please forgive me,” he stepped closer and held myhand. “I cannot live without you.”

“You have to,” I held his hands and cried. I was angry at him, but for some reason, I couldn’t yell at him,“You have to stay alive for your baby.”

“Helel,” as he shook his head, I cupped his face in my hands, “I don’t know how to accept you again. Itis not easy for me to sit here and act like nothing has changed. I just—I need this moment to forgetwhat happened. I am sorry,” I sniffled, feeling tears run down my face. “I — I don’t know how ithappened,” he kissed the back of my hand, and I instantly pulled away from him. The way he raised hishead and watched me in terror made me feel guilty.

“You had options, Helel. You could have— come to the cabin. You could have called Akin for help, butyou— but I cannot even be mad at you unless I was in your shoes and could feel your pain. But did youever wonder that maybe if you had rejected her sooner, this wouldn’t have happened?” I was finallyletting my emotions out.

“You had many things to do, but instead, you chose to be alone. Helel, I know you were suffering, butyou didn’t let anyone take care of you. You wanted them to understand you, even when you didn’t wantto explain anything to them. This is not how it works. Maybe that happened for a reason, maybe–,” Icovered my mouth as it became hard for me to hurt him.

“Beatrice, you hate me now,” he whispered, and stepped back from me. “F*uc*k! I ruined everything,”he grabbed his hair in his hand and let out a grunt.

“If you ever loved me, you will make sure you don’t mess up again,” I stated, “you will live a better lifeand maybe accept your new identity, maybe someday—,” I uttered but he shook his head at me andscoffed, smiling faintly.

“If it is not you, it will never be anyone else,” he tilted his head and said determinedly. “There will neverbe anyone again.”

I watched him keep stepping back to create more distance between us. I don’t have to say it aloud now.He understood that it was all over between us.

“Call me whenever you need a royal guard there for you. I pray you finally get the love you deservefrom someone who is perfect and not full of flaws,” his every step away from me reminded me of thetime when he died for me.

I could forgive him for his one mistake, but this mistake needed him. I could not steal him away from hisbaby and baby momma.novelbin

“You are not going to st—,” I couldn’t even make a full sentence.

“No!” he cut me off in the middle of the words, “I cannot watch you walk away.”

There was a silence, and his slow and steady steps away from me were killing me inside. If things weredifferent and all this had not happened, I would have run into his arms and hugged him, but even thethought of it reminded me of him in Gwen’s arms.

And soon he had disappeared into the darkness. He never returned, even when we discussed ourjourney.

“You okay?” Colt asked, watching me zone out.

“I will be fine,” I whispered in gasps, trying to hold back tears. I had walked back into the mansion andfound everyone in the kitchen.

I am sure they all knew what happened, but no one wanted to talk about it, which upset me more.

Sadly, another phase of my life met a very sad end.