Female Novel
Chapter 861
Irvin sneered, "I don't care!"
| got up, suppressed my emotions, looked at him calmly and said, "You know what, all of this is fair. You erased any hope of mychild's survival and Hendrix destroyed your career. It's all fair. As for the favor | owe you for saving my life, | will repay you forthat."
He grabbed my wrist and said, "Don't be in a hurry to leave. Sit back with me for a while longer.”| frowned because | really didn't want to.
Exerting a little more force, he pushed me back into my seat and said, "| know you hate me and might not be willing to even seeme but Arianna, but I'm lonely. The members of the company have left. That day, | stood on the top floor and stayed there for along time. | watched the lights of the thousands of homes below, but my heart was empty and lonely. I've lived like this all theseyears. | am someone who doesn't like to remember or reminisce about the dead, but | keep on seeing my parents in my dreams.In the dreams, it would be New Year's Eve, and they would prepare a lot of dishes and always urge me to come home quickly."
“However, every time | woke up, | found myself facing and staring into an empty room. Then, | thought, maybe | would look foryou and when | saw you, | would feel better. So, | would drive to the villa in the eastern suburbs and stand outside the gate,watching you with your bright lights and listening to your laughter. There, for a few seconds, I'd get the strong urge to go in andwhisk you away, but then seeing Hendrix smile as he held you in his arms, was too blinding. That kind of happiness wassomething | had never possessed."
| had no way of replying to that. Instead, | looked at him with my face schooled expressionless. After a moment of silence, | said,"It's getting late.
| should head back."
He didn't stop me, but said, "Arianna, have you thought about it? You're infertile now, and Anne is not your own child. No matterhow much Hendrix loves you, he has to consider the Roberts family line. You respected Dalton, and you of all people know bestwhat his greatest wish was when he was still alive. If Nerissa knows that you won't be able to get pregnant, do you think she willstill let you live your life with him? Arianna, this is real life, not some movie script. No one is that broadminded and generous."
| looked back at him with a faint smile and said, "Irvin, you really know how to rub salt into people's wounds, to manipulate andhurt them, but those are all your words from a singular perspective. Everyone is different. Take for example, a child. If a man andhis wife have a child, they would become a bona fide couple. He wouldn't force his wife to leave and then find a person whodoesn't love him to live with her. Like you said Irvin, this is real life, not a script. Why are you unwilling to return back to your ownlife? Live your own life!"
For some people, when they said they did not love someone, it was genuine. From the time they meet you to the time they bothwent your separate ways, they never were in love and never developed any feelings for that person despite all the time spenttogether.
Gratitude and guilt might be present, but there was never love. That was fate.
It was late by the time | returned to the villa. Frey a called, the line breaking up a little, "Arianna, do you even still regard me asyour friend? You didn't come to visit me when | gave birth, or while | was recuperating. I've asked you out so many times only tobe turned down, so what's going on?"
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