Female Novel
Chapter 62
As we pulled into the drive way, I realized something startling. I was no longer afraid of what the futuremight hold. I knew there would always be danger, that people would try and use me as a weapon butnone of it seemed to matter. All this time, I had thought Alec and Kade were too good to be true. Therewas no chance in h**l that I had been given not one, but two soul-mates to forever cherish and supportme. Some small part of me thought that whatever was blossoming between us wouldn’t last. While Iwasn’t quite ready to go throwing around the L word yet, there was something else I wanted. Alec and Kade’s parents were already asleep as we entered the house. I was relieved Alec and Kadecouldn’t feel my emotions the way I could feel theirs. They would sense the turmoil and anxiety from amile away. I tried to keep my fingers from fidgeting, but I couldn’t help the slight tremble that worked itsway through my hands. While I still lacked details, Tori had told me about the werewolves matingprocess. It was funny in a way. Everything sexual I had done was with Alec and Kade, yet they stillmade me horrendously nervous in new and exciting ways. As we walked down the quiet halls, towardsthe bedroom we shared, I realized simply having s*x would never be enough. I wanted to tie myself tothem in every way possible, to leave a mark on their soul that couldn’t be mistaken as anything otherthan my own. I wanted every gentle touch, every smoldering soul-shattering look. It all seemed too good to be true, tohave a destined mate born to love you. Perhaps it was a small repayment for the d***h and destructionthat seemed to plaque a werewolf’s life. That in the midst of the chaos, a small sliver of happinesswould surface. So that no matter how long one had to live, they could do so with happiness in theirhearts. I was slowly learning to face things head on, and this was another obstacle for me to face. Iwouldn’t let my fear keep me from being with them, from fully accepting them as my own.
“Can you unzip me?” I asked Kade, blushing as Alec’s lingering stare followed me into the bedroom. “Of course, sweetheart.” Kade murmured, his eyes softening as I brushed my hair to the side andturned.novelbin
His rough fingers trailed along my shoulders, pressing harder as a shiver worked its way down myspine. The zipper was cold against my b**e back, making a quiet noise as he unzipped pulled it downto my bottom. Kade’s fingers dipped inside the back of the dress, grazing my ribcage and stomach. Icould hear his heavy breaths behind me, and could feel the hammering of his heart. It wasn’t lust I wasfeeling from him, but a gentle sort of awe. Each brush over my soft skin left him feeling weightless andhappy. Even with the carefree emotions, I knew he wanted more. Alec and Kade’s desire were like anendless pit, the darkness constantly looming, ready to take over and devour me at first chance. Instead of giving in to the overwhelming anxiety that tried to surround me, I leaned back into Kade’stouch. I let his emotions wash over me, wiping away the lingering trepidation I felt. I was safe here,safer than I had ever been before. These two, giant werewolves would defend me until their last breath.It was a freeing feeling; one I had been waiting my entire life to experience. It felt like my soul wassoaring, only to be met by Alec and Kade’s. One of Kade’s hands drifted higher, toying with the band of my thin bra. His other hand grazed lower,tracing lazy circles along my hip bones. My legs clenched together on their own accord, my body givinginto the overwhelming sensation of Kade’s rough fingers on my soft skin. A deep, husky laughercaressed my ear and traveled down the length of my neck. I could hear Kade inhale deeply, his noseburied in my hair.
“After your little performance earlier, tell me why I shouldn’t just take you now?” His voice dropped acouple octaves, hitting me in every place his fingers wouldn’t. A building pressure formed low in my stomach, and a budding moisture between my legs. Kade’sfingers tickled the edge of my underwear, never once straying lower. The slow circles were puretorment, but agony mixed with the sultry pleasure that lapped at my skin. I spoke the words before I fully registered what came out of my mouth. I was lulled by the sparksdancing along my skin, reassured by the overwhelming desire that pulsed from Kade. “Do it, Kade.” I murmured huskily. “Take me.” Before I could blink, I was tossed backwards onto the bed. My legs were spread apart, with Kade
situated in between. My wrists were locked together, raised over my head. Kade’s grip on my wristswas iron clad, bringing on just the slightest amount of sweet pain. His eyes were full of onyx fire as hestared down at me, his plush lips parted as his hot breath pressed against my cheek. Even if I couldn’tfeel his emotions, I could feel the evidence of his arousal pressed against my leg. I shivered at thelength of it, at how hard it felt against my soft skin. My face heated and all thought other than Kade left my head. I went to turn my head, self-conscious asI gained Kade’s full searing attention. His free hand snapped up to my face, gripping my chin until I hadno choice but to look at him. The way he touched me sent an instant reaction down between my legs.His rough possessiveness heated my skin. It was like he was staking his claim on all of me; body andsoul. “Are you teasing me, sweetheart?” Kade growled, his face pressing into the crook of my neck. “Tell mewhat you want, Aurora. Tell me or I might take it all.” “I want—all of you.” I rasped, savoring the way his entire form stiffened against my own. His self-control was like a tether. As it snapped, a loud tearing sound echoed through the room. Scrapsof dark fabric fluttered down around us, lying in little pools on the bed. The cool air rushed against myexposed skin, making me s**k in a sharp breath. He had torn the dress from my body, had left it inshambles in his desperate need to take me–to claim me. All that was left was my bra and underwear, adark and lacy ensemble that was both cute and modest. If I had known I would’ve initiated this, Iwould’ve worn something better–something sexier and more mature. “Don’t.” Kade rasped, his voice gravely as his eyes roamed my body. Those dark eyes flickered up tomeet my own, endless pools of his own desire focused on me. Each word that left his lips was like acurse and a praise, all wrapped into one dark package. “You’re perfect–so f*****g perfect.” Kade’s teeth grazed down my neck, lingering with predatory focus on the soft skin between my throatand shoulder. As his tongue snaked out to lick the soft patch of skin, my back arched and a sea ofoverwhelming sensation filled me. Pure, undiluted pleasure radiated down my body. It washed overevery cell, nerve and vein as it traveled down to my toes. My mouth was open in a silent gasp as Kadecontinued toying with the small section of skin. Somewhere in the back of my mind, I remembered Tori
saying something about a mark, but I couldn’t piece the words together in my scrambled mind. Allthoughts were useless, the only thing that mattered was right in front of me. “Are you sure about this, Aurora?” He murmured quietly, his hooded eyes lifting to meet mine for just abrief second. “I’m sure—I’ve never done this before, but I’m sure.” I whimpered, nodding my head a little toenthusiastically. Kade stilled against me, “We’ve been the first to taste you? To kiss you?” “Yes.” I nodded, my voice soft and heart thundering. I was horribly inexperienced, unused to the attention and touch of men. For a moment, I regretted it all.The inexperience left me feeling self-conscious and somewhat silly. I hadn’t a clue what I was doing. “Good.” Kade’s deep voice thundered, his eyes burning with pure satisfaction.