Female Novel
Chapter 186 (Part Two)
At the thought of Eric and her mother's words, the anger and sadness engulfed her. Melissa ground herteeth and asked, "Colin, do you know why I'm unhappy?" "You want to make me happy? Why don't youask me why I'm unhappy?"novelbin
After hearing her words, Colin lifted her chin and forced her to look him with saying, "If you want toleave me, just dreaming about it!"
His vicious expression made Melissa even sadder. He never changed, so she don't expect him tochange for the rest of his life. But she was so sad and life was so depressing. She didn't know whenshe would collapse and how long she could hold on?
She sobbed to Colin, "Do you know why I want to leave you?" You are such a strong and overbearingman that I feel depressed. You get what you want, but you never care about my feelings! For you, Ihave broken up with my family. My father is seriously ill in bed, and my mother doesn't recognize me. Ieven don't have the courage to go back to see them. For you, I have deeply hurt Eric. He is such agood man! Regardless of his feelings for me, he has done so much for me, but I didn't pay him back.Instead, I hurt him and took advantage of him again and again! How can my conscience live withoutoffsetting him? "Every time I see Eric, I feel so guilty that I can't have a good appetite."
Melissa covered her heart with her hand and said, "For you, I was forced to give up all my dreams!"You know that I entered the entertainment circle not for fame or wealth, nor for being famous, but forfulfilling my wish and hobbies. I want to film, and I want to play convincing work! I want to make everyone of them to mention me like: "Ah, a very powerful and excellent actor." But they all say: "Look, thewoman who gets her reputation by hype came to make a fool of herself again!". Now you're supportingme. You're helping me with my career. You're helping me with the TV series. You're helping me with theleading roles. You're even helping me with a Director Billy's movie. But someone behind my back saidthat I'm incompetent and can only develop my career by relying on some hidden rules. I'm just a vase
at most! Do you really think I want to be so successful? "My reputation has been destroyed, and Ihaven't achieved the wish I have dreamed of."
Melissa was excited, lowered her head and said, "I don't know what I'm going to do in theentertainment circle. My original intention was destroyed, while my first career was covered with a lot ofthings that I don't need at all. If I have known that I would pay this price, I would like to never enter inthe entertainment industry before and I don't want to make my dream come true. I just hope that otherswon't judge me like that. I just hope that my parents won't be so angry with me!" "Do you know what Iwant?"
Melissa raised her head, pointed at her heart, and complained, "When I met you, my life trajectory hasbeen changed, so that I don't know myself at all!" I can't get anything I want, but you try to impose onme if I don't want. Do you think I will be happy in such a day? Will I live happily? "Colin, I want to tellyou. Not because I don't dare to die, but because I have responsibility not like Avril. I will die in front ofyou if my parents can't survive, or if something bad happens to them!"
Melissa looked at him with a determined look.
Hearing that, Colin held her tightly in his arms at once and ordered, "Shut up! I don't want to hear that!"Don't say the word 'death' again and again. I hate to hear it! "You are not Avril! You are just yourself! Iwon't let that happen again!"
Lying in his arms, Melissa smiled bitterly from the bottom of her heart. Tears ran down from his shirt tohis chest. She said sadly, "Colin, you're a selfish person!" Do you think that nothing will happen as longas you stop the things that happened to Avril? When you force me to a dead end, I don't mind dyingtogether with you, but if you can't do it, I will die alone! "If you don't set me free, I won't let you get whatyou want!"
"Shut up!" "I don't allow you to say those words again!" Colin glared at her, lowered his head andkissed her on the lips.
Melissa resisted, "Hmm……" "Let go of me……"
However, Colin held her more tightly and pushed her to the corner of the wall. Under the photo, he heldher in his arms and kissed her tightly, silencing her voice.
He was aggressive and bossy. He controlled everything of her. He wanted her to belong to him forever.She could only belong to him. She couldn't leave him even if she wanted to escape with her life. Hewould never let what happened to Avril happen again! He had lost the one he loved once, and hewould never let it happen again. He loved her, and he didn't want to experience the pain of losing heragain!
As the kiss lasted till the end, owing to Colin's forceful strength, Melissa's lips were sucked and hurt.Moreover, he was so aggressive that he invaded her territory forcibly. As a result, she couldn't bear itand beat him hard.
Facing that, Colin finally let go of her, but his eyes were messy, as if he was afraid of the pain of losingher. He said to her, "Tomorrow, I will tell your parents that I like you. I want you, I want to treat theirdaughter well, and I will take the most sincere action to treat you well in my lifetime!" "Melissa, let's getmarried!"