Female Novel
Chapter 19
Chapter Nineteen I flinch slightly at his words. I wish I have enough courage to rip his boxer off and andmake him moan so hard like he did to me.
But the few experiences I had have proven that I’m not so good at that sort of things.
You stink in bed. In Zack’s exact words.
And as he had eagerly reminded me, that’s exactly why he left me for another woman.
I won’t let that jackass ruin my sex life. But in my imagination, the next sex I have will be with my nextboyfriend, someone who treats me dearly and I’ll be able to overcome my own shadow with him.
Not with my fuckboy stepbrother for sure, who may laugh at me the second I do something wrong.“What’s the matter?” he asks, still waiting for my next move. “Umm…” I hesitate, careful with my wordchoice. “I’ve never…well I don’t exactly know how to-”
“What’s so hard about it?” he shrugs. “You put your mouth around it and you suck it.”
I’m pissed. So “patience” is definitely not in his dictionary. “Well then just forget about it,” I snap. “It ishard for me!”
He bites his lips to stifle a laughter. Clearly my irritation somehow appears amusing to him. He placesone hand on the back of my neck, thumb gently rubs my earlobe. “Hey hey I’m sorry. I wasn’t laughing atyou,” he apologizes and then suggests. “How about we start one thing at a time? You can take off myboxer?”
I gulp. Surely I can do that.
I reach out both of my hands placing them on the hem of his boxer and start taking it off. He lifts his hipsslightly off the ground to help me with that. Then with one pull, his boxer is off and his whole body is
present in front of me.
Wow it’s huge. Way more bigger than I expected. It’s already half hard and it’s getting harder and biggerunder my gaze. His breathing becomes faster on the top of my head. Then his hand travels up to theback of my head, fingers thread into my damp hair and add pressure to it, quietly urging me.
I hold my breath and move closer. My hand trails up from his inner thigh to his crotch. Then gently palmhis dick.
He groans, chest rising and falling.
I think he likes the way my hand wraps around him, so I gently tighten my grip and start moving my handup and down. “Fuck. Yea…like that.”
His voice crack as if he’s restraining himself. I like the way he sounds, completely filled with desires.novelbin
I want to hear more of his voices. So without him telling me, I lean in and bury my head between histhighs.
Open my mouth to take him in.
It’s too huge for me to swallow the full length. The taste is not bad through, kind of salty. I lick its top withthe tip of my tongue and decide that I like the way it tastes. He takes in a sharp inhale. “Fuck do thatagain…move your head up-and down…” I do ask he says. Tongue circling on its top while my headstarts moving up and down. Pulling out a bit and then sucking it all in.
His panting becomes faster and faster. His dick swollen even bigger in my mouth. He sits up and holdsmy head in his large hand, fixing my head between his legs.
He sounds like he is going through something extremely pleasurable but also torturing.
The way I take control of his body makes my heard racing wild. I don’t even need him to teach me whatto do to upgrade the pleasure, as I add in my hand and work the bottom half.
“My god Natalia… You are unbelievable,” he gasps.
I look up at him through the bottom of my eyelashes. His face is twisted with desire. Eyebrows frowning,lips parted, veins straining against his skin. He is so unbelievably hot and beautiful. “Fuck.” He cursesand lets out a low chuckle. “This is going to be my dream for the following week…you holding my dick inyour mouth looking at me like that.” I decide to punish him for his teasing words. So I slightly squeeze hisballs and successfully earn a groan from him. “Naughty,” he comments, and I giggle. “Go on babe. Makeme come with your mouth.” His voice is such a turn on for me. So I oblige, picking up the speed with mymouth and work my hand all the way around his balls and bottom half. His body tenses, hips bucking offthe ground to meet my mouth. He’s totally losing control. I repeat the action again and again. My mouthis sore, but I can also tell he’s getting closer. Finally, he suddenly grabs my hair and pulls me away. Thewarm liquid shoots out in short spurts and spills half on my shoulder and half on the water surface.
I widen my eyes and blurt out. “The pool…”
That’s gonna be hell of a clean work.
He’s still recovering from the rough panting. Yet immediately he burst into laughter.
“That’s first thing you say after a blow job? The pool?”
I let him know. “I’m not cleaning that.”
Zack used to make me change the sheet after the sex. Woman’s work as he said. I just hate it to my gut.
“The cleaning lady got that,” he laughs.
I hesitate for a moment and decide to keep my comments to myself. Poor cleaning lady.
“Hey.” He jumps into water again and pulls me into his arms. “Now can we go back to romantic again?”
My lips curve up involuntarily. I rest my head on his chest and ask, “you like that?”
“Fuck yeah. But why did you tell me you haven’t done this before?”
I frown and look up at him. His gaze is appraising.
“Because I haven’t. That’s why.” I tell him.
He raises his brows and seems genuinely surprised. “Seriously? That’s the first time you give a blowjob?”
I’m a bit embarrassed by that. “If you mean that as a criticism, just save it.”
“God no. It’s a compliment for real. You are awesome. I’m getting hard again just thinking what you didearlier.” I can’t stop myself from smiling, as he plants soft kisses on my forehead. “Hey you up for aswimming contest?” I challenge him. He seems stunned again and then burst into laughter. “I thoughtyou want some cuddling and kisses after what happened?” “I’m good,” I shrug and incite him. “Unlessyour legs still shaking?” A crooked smile appears on his face. Suddenly he shoves me aside and divesinto water, taking the lead. I yell in protest and catch on immediately.
We swim several laps, and he manages to beat me every round. It isn’t fair. I’ve deliberately picked thetiming to challenge him after the oral. He should be weak after that. I know I won’t be my best self aftersex. But his energy is unbelievable. Afterwards, we both float in water and talk randomly about things.This is the first time I learn that he wants to work in art after graduation. It shocked me really. I havenever known him as an art person. But judging by his huge collection of antique it’s also possible.
I wanted to ask him about his relationship with Valerie. And about us.
But the summer breeze is so relaxing, the water is so warm, and the atmosphere is just right. So Iswallow it back eventually.
I’ll find some other time to deal with that.
We go back inside after it’s too late. We both go into shower. Of course, I’ve to fiercely refuse the thoughtof sharing the same shower with him, which seems to disappoint him a lot.
When I get out of the bathroom, he’s still inside. So I collect my stuffs and ready to leave The dress is allripped up, so I’ll just have to borrow his hoodie to cover my body. Hopefully mom
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isn’t waiting in the living room when I get back. “What are you doing?” his voice comes behind me when Ipick up my shoes. I look back to see him standing by the bedroom door, arms crossed in front of him. Hisface falling “Umm…I’m going home?” He raises his eyebrows. “So you’re just using me like a sex toy andtake off?”
I gasp at his wild choice of words. How can he say that? I mean, even if it’s like that, it should be theother way around.
He strides toward me and grabs my arm. “Drop your shoes,” he says sternly. “You aren’t goinganywhere.” “But where am I going to sleep?” “For god’s sake,” he rolls his eyes at me. “Here. On my bed.Besides me. If you hate cuddling so much, I’ll keep my hands to myself. But you’re not leaving tonight.”