Female Novel
chapter 130
As I am waking up, I realize that Dominic isn't beside me. My nightmare comes back to me and I jump
out of bed. I hear the shower as I open the bathroom door in desperation as it flings and hits the wall. I
feel a sigh of relief when I see Dominic open the shower curtain. He comes close to me, not realizing
I'm shaking, he pulls my body into his. I smirk at him, do you enjoy making me all wet?"
"I enjoy so many things about you, making you wet is one of the things I enjoy the most."
He levels his jaw with mine as he gently puts his lips onto my lips. As he tenderly kisses and sucks on
my bottom lip. Wondering if I'm able to be with my mate and not freak out. I Want to but think maybe it's
better to wait.
"It's about time you wake up, would you like to join me,"?
I smiled at him, "not all of us could fall asleep right away and be dead to the world in seconds," I let out
a giggle.
"Yeah well I need to fall asleep before you, if I don't then your snoring will keep me awake," He smirks
at me
"I do not snore Dominic, you are the one that snores."
"Keep telling yourself that Sabrina, maybe it will come true."
"So, are you going to join me or what?"
As he heads back into the shower I decide that why not I should just give it a try I cannot just continue
being scared. I need to face my fear of intimacy. I tell myself I can do this, I start to undress and with
shaky hands, I open the shower curtain. I can see the expression on Dominic's space, he is surprised
and excited all at once.
"I decided that I would join you after all, if I am still welcomed."
"Baby, you're always welcomed, you don't ever have to ask to join me now, bring that sexy ass in here."
As I get into the shower, I can tell that Dominic is nervous and trying to hide it from me. He doesn't
want to touch me, not knowing how I may react. I go to touch him, and he grabs my arm.
"Sabrina, I don't want you to feel obligated to do anything other than just showering together is fine with
me."
"Thank you, Dominic but can I kiss you."?
He says nothing, he just connects his beautifully shaped plump lips onto mine, my body explodes with
pleasure, loving his lips against mine. I want to react to him physically, I'm just scared Even though my
body is telling me I want him. I just ignore it, I don't want any issues today I just want one day to just be
normal and happy.
As we wash our bodies and our hair, we stare at each other but just giving it time. I wonder how he can
be so patient with me. He truly is a great man. Feeling unsure, I know that I'm just not ready. Loving
that Dominic doesn't rush me or force me, he waits for me.
As we finish up showering we get out as my foot slips on the wet floor. I feel powerful hands catch me
Dominic. I look into Dominic's brown eyes, "thank you for not allowing me to fall."
I then began drying myself. I started to think about everything I have been through, all the bad that I
have experienced and the good. Most would say that I am cursed,, but I don't believe that. I have so
many people who believe in me. I really just need to believe in myself. If I could do that, maybe, just
maybe, I could figure all this alpha stuff out.novelbin
I become so lost in my thoughts that I forget that Dominic is even in the Room. I start to wonder maybe
it's me not wanting the responsibility of the alpha. I have never been brought up to know all the
traditions of werewolves, so how am I to know everything? I need to adjust to the world that I am in. It
sure's hell is not all sunshine and fucking rainbows.
"Sabrina, stop doubting yourself, that is all you have done since you've been free. You are a natural-
born leader, you know what you need to do, but you're just afraid. You don't want to face your new
position as Alpha. But you have no other choice, you are born to lead."
As much as I question myself and being angry at her, I know that she is right. I'm so afraid of getting
people hurt that I don't want to seek revenge. If it means people dying in my pack. Knowing that is the
reason why I haven't been wanting to lead. It's time that I have a pack meeting. They need to know that
it's a possibility that once we go to battle that they might not survive or their loved ones could die.
"Sabrina, are you going to get dressed or is that what you're wearing, absolutely nothing, not that I
mind."
"Dominic, I'm done being afraid it's time to call a pack meeting, Gather everyone please."
"Well, can we all have breakfast first and then get into business."? He smirks at me like I'm joking.
Which irritates me a little." No, we cannot if we are going to seek revenge, I want them all to know what
they're getting themselves into that they might not come out of it alive."
"Sabrina do you think that's a good idea, what if they all leave?"
"Then they leave, I don't want anybody not to know what the situation actually is. Now go do what your
alpha has told you to."
He looks at me with a look that I'm not familiar with. I don't want it to bother me, but I push it aside. I
know that I must confuse my pack. I keep going back-and-forth with everything, well I'm done. I know
what needs to be done, I'm just too afraid to do it. My fear is always going to be there, I can't get rid of
it. But at least I can be honest even if that means losing my pack they need to know the truth.
I finished getting dressed. I go to leave once I opened the door for Tonya's right outside. I jumped back
as she surprised me.
"Sabrina, I miss you."
"Tonya, I miss you too. I've been fighting to come back, it's so hard. Please be patient with me, don't
give up."
"Sabrina, I have been a fool, I have been so jealous of everything that I think people are thinking that
I'm losing my mind. Just feel like I'm losing my best friend."
"Tonya, you're not losing me, I'm just trying to find my way back. I'm sorry that I made you feel left out,
it was not my intent."
"I know that it was not your intent and that is why I'm here. Let's do what we need to do to prepare this
pack because they are not ready for what is going to happen."
"Tonya, it's not their fault they don't realize what they are getting themselves into. It's up to me to make
sure that they are clear of it. I don't want them risking their lives. I want them to know what they're
going to be fighting up against."
" I need you to no that Jazz chose Damien. I did not choose him. I wanted you but she thought it wasn't
a good idea. I'm not sure why, but I just wanted you to know I chose you first."
"Sabrina, I never doubted it. I was hurt a little, ok I was more pissed about it, but it doesn't mean that
we can't lead together."
"Tonya, I don't want me to become Alpha, to change our relationship. There is going to be stuff that we
don't agree on."
"Sabrina I know no matter what anything you do is going to be for the better of the pack and I will have
to accept it, I just hope that you hear my side before you make your choice if we don't agree."
I walk up to her and I put my arms around her, I pull her in for a tight hug as I squeezed I don't want to
let go. Tears start to form in my eyes. I look at her and I see that she also sees emotion in her eyes, so
happy that we have each other, and now we will never be apart ever again.