Female Novel
chapter 121
Waiting for Damien's decision is driving me crazy. I need an answer. I don't have any time to waste. It
should please him that I offered the title to him. Instead, he's checking to make sure it's ok with his
mate. I tried to hide my irritation, but Dominic doesn't fall for it, he could tell that something is wrong.
“Sabrina, I know my brother can be hard-headed sometimes, but please just give him time to get used
to the idea of being your Beta. It's a big responsibility.”
“Dominic time isn't something we have, he needs to get it together. My sister isn't to make his choices
he is.”
“Sabrina he probably just wants to give her a heads-up, so it's not a surprise to her.”
I want him to understand where I'm coming from, why I am angry, but he just seems. Like he just wants
to keep the peace, just trying to make everyone happy. He needs to understand that you can't always
please everyone. We need to do what is right for our pack. The bedroom door opens to my surprise it isnovelbin
Damien.
“Sabrina I'm so sorry that I was so rude earlier I should have accepted your offer right from the start.
There wasn't any reason for me to act the way I did. If you will still have me, I would love to be your
Beta.”
“Damien I know all this is new, and it's going to take some getting used to. I know it is for me anyhow. I
also know that I am glad that you came to your senses, you're going to be a great Beta.”
“Thank you, Sabrina, I know that we have not always agreed on everything, but I know that you are
going to be a great leader.”
As nervous as I am, I know that he's right. I know what needs to be done, what is right and what is
wrong. The power seeks through me like I meant to know every decision, every desire of my pack. Not
sure how to explain it, but it's there. As nervous as I am to disappoint my pack, I know that I am their
best chance of survival. All packs need a leader to make them thrive.
“Thank you, Damien, we are going to announce everything tonight so make sure you look presentable
Tonya as well.”
“Yes my Alpha” he responds and walks out the door.
Dominic walks over to me “Sabrina I have some things to take care of. I need to go for now, but I will be
back later.”
“Ok I'll see you soon my love.”
I know that it is time to start leading my pack. I need to start learning the rules of being an alpha, I know
that my father could help me with this. It almost feels like it comes natural when a question arises, it's
like I already know the answer. It's confusing to me, I want to figure out how do I already know the
answer when the question hasn't even been asked. Only been thought of. I know that it's probably all
instinct, but I want to know how to control it.
I get up knowing I'm tired of resting. It is time to leave this bedroom. I go to look in my closet to see if
there is anything to wear, I put on some blank leggings and a t-shirt. Knowing I'm not trying to win a
beauty contest. Just wanting to look presentable, but also still being comfortable. As a look into the
mirror it's like I am a different person. I am stronger now than what I ever was knowing that this is what
I am supposed to.
I don't ask for permission to leave my room because I don't need it, I am the alpha. I step out of my
bedroom, knowing it's time to make myself noticeable. As I walk out the bedroom I notice people in the
house not knowing their names. People I have never seen before but knowing I am their leader. I don't
feel afraid of anything, I feel strong and empowered.
As they stop to look at me, I smile knowing that I am ready to be the leader they need. There is no
more doubt running through my veins. Knowing I am the strongest in the room. Knowing I can defeat
any of my pack members in this room. Only if I had no other choice. I don't want to be the alpha that
punishes their pack. I want to be the alpha that embraces them to be the best that they can be.
I decided to break the silence. “Good afternoon, I am not sure of your names, but I appreciate all that
you have done.”
“Oh my god wow it's really you the alpha we are the mates of the warriors there wives basically we help
prepare the food and everything for everybody my name is Tiffany this is Sandra and Emily.”
“Thank you for everything you do, but I'm hoping to also find time to train to be able to defend
yourselves.”
They look at me confused, I am shocked that these women have no experience in fighting. We are in a
war, and they are easily targeted to be captured. They should at least know how to defend themselves
to prevent themselves from being captured.
“No no we don't fight we just make sure everything is prepared for everybody, so they can eat nice
home cooked meals every day.”
“That is great of you to make sure everybody is fed, but you also need to take care of yourself. We are
going into a war and you're an easy target because you are a woman. You need to be able to at least
defend yourself from your capture.”
I notice that their eyes go big. I wonder if I said something wrong. I know that I did not. It is the truth
they need to be able to defend themselves. The woman should be offered training even if it's just
defense training.
“Look Emily, Sandra and Tiffany, your work here is appreciated by everyone. You have a very important
role in this pack. I recommend that you at least take defense training if you choose not to find that is
your choice, but you should consider it. Especially if you ever decide to have children, this would be a
way for you to protect them.”
A girl steps forward knowing their names but not knowing who they belong to. “I would love to be
trained, I would love to be able to know how to defend myself when I need to.”
“Good I will train you myself After dinner today your training will start. Be ready, it is intense.”
“Wait, there's a lot of cleaning up after dinner. We're going to need your help, Emily, you can't just leave
us.”
I look at them and smile. It's “ok we will help complete the chores that need to be done once they are
finished then Emily and I will train and if you decide also to train as well then we all will together.”
I walk away and step into the next Room, I want to listen to what they are going to say. I know that this
is unconventional for them. Most packs believe that the men are the only Warriors that is not the case
not in my pack. To be honest, I don't know these people I do not know who I trust and whom I cannot.
Yes I am going to enhance my hearing and listen to them. I want to know what they say after I leave. I
go into the living Room and sit down and that's when I listen.
"Do you really think that we can also be Warriors in this pack I always wanted to learn."
"Fighting always leads to death. I don't want to die."
“Stop both of you, this is a chance to learn how to protect ourselves and our family's if we need to.”
“That's what we have our husbands for to protect us and our children.”
“If the pack is taken down and your husband is to them, what are you going to do? You're not going to
be able to protect you or your child.”
“It's an option that she gave us that nobody else has ever, we should at least think about it.”
“I have already thought about it, I am training and I want to learn how to fight and to protect myself.”
'What do you think that Ivan is going to say about it, he's not going to want to risk your life.”
“Ivan is going to have to accept it. I want to learn. He's not going to go against his own alpha. You guys
should really consider it now, let 's finish our chores, so we don't get behind.”
I smile to myself knowing that these ladies need the help that I can provide. Everyone should know how
to defend themselves. Against any monster that comes along, the only bad part is some monsters don't
disappear so fast.
As I go to get up the door opens, I recognize that it's Tonya. Tears fill my eyes. I ran to her with open
arms and pulled in for the longest hug.
“I have missed you so much my sister I am so happy that we are finally together again.”