Female Novel
Chapter 50
“You’re back already?” I asked Christian while I tried to read the look on his face. He seemed pissed.
“Do you think this is normal?”
I flinched and stared at him while he sat on the couch as if he had been waiting for me for hours.
“Emmanuella, do you mind going upstairs for some bit?” Christian asked her as she immediatelyobeyeddisbelief by his words but waited until Emmanuella was upstairs.
“What?” I asked him, my ears must have deceived me. He was the one who had been lying to me, sohowwrong?
“This thing of yours, not picking up your phone, sneaking out— where were you? Let’s start with that.”Hthe couch and I immediately thought of Beau calling me a prisoner. Sneaking out the house? He wasone“Excuse me?” I snickered, still trying to process his words but he appeared to be serious. “So I amnot a plet people follow me outside and decide when it’s time for me to come home— is that it?”
“I know you’ve been fucking Vince, tell me where were you!” He raised his voice, completely ignoringmyVince? No? And why do you even care?”
“Because I told you not to hang out with him!”
“No, you didn’t!” I yelled back. “You never said that, because you keep everything a secret from me,andto worry about it anyway because whatever friendship we had is done— but you should know thatright?I would completely flip out for him lying to me all this time I would give him one last chance tocome cle“Were you ever going to tell me that the Alfonzo’s are my birth parents or that some man willbe after mme?” I asked him directly as he looked back at me, clearly unsure of what to say.
“W-what? Did Vincenzo tell you?” He asked. “Vincenzo? No? I think we both agree it’s not that smartforwith him right?”
“Serena, I don’t have time for this— I have somewhere to be.” He spoke and looked down at his phone.ever have time for this? Until now he still did not care.
“Also I know you think I’m uneducated, stupid— and easy to deceive, but I actually managed to findouttold him. Any sane person would’ve been asking for forgiveness, but here he was— still acting likehe wasaint.
“You know Christian, you make me sick.” I sighed. “If you had told me the truth from the beginning Iwohanging out with him in the first place.”
“Then why did you?”
“Were you ever going to tell me about my birth parents?” I asked once again, expecting him to say yes—looked down which was adding to my anger. I didn’t confront him to argue, all I wanted were answersbugiving it to me. “I know about the fire, about Fabio, the Alfonzo’s…I know everything.”
“Serena, from now on Vernon will go with you wherever you go, it’s not safe outside.” He spoke,ignoring“Were you going to tell me about the Alfonzo’s?”
Once again he was trying to dodge the question and turned away. He probably knew of the danger Iwasagain not telling me. “No, you want the truth? No, I wasn’t. We had discussed that you would leaveafterhere, so there was no point in telling you.”
It felt as if my world had dropped. He was really planning on not telling me a single thing. “Do youknowhanging out with Vincenzo? Because I feel alone here, I feel like I’m suffocating— other thangiving me ahead I’ve done everything alone, you won’t talk to me, you won’t tell me anything— and Ithought we wsomewhere but you’re still the same.” I spoke with tears in my eyes, trying to get throughto him.
“What were you doing in Vegas? Answer me honestly.” I gave him one last chance to tell me the truth.It hard to put two and two together and I had a great idea of the real reason why he was there. Lunahad torat in the family.
“Seren-“
“No, answer me— please. If you care about me just a little bit you will answer me!”
I told Beau we could trust him, and here he was— proving me wrong.
“There was someone who knew about your identity and spread rumors, I went there to deal with it.” Hesmy gaze. “Okay, who was it?”
“Not important, I told you what you have to know— so now you will listen to me and stay inside.VincenGarcia’s are not your friends, that’s all you have to know. All you have to do is trust me.” Heturned aroufelt anger washing over me.
I grabbed a nearby vase and threw it at his head, but he dodged it and turned around to face me.“Trust?down my cheeks.
“You’re asking me to trust you? I cried in your arms about my parents and you sat there and looked athosuffocating— despite knowing where they were. Do you really think I can trust you?”
“I trust you can keep the baby safe, so that’s why I’m putting up with your bullshit, but you’re so selfish,you and your feelings— this is about me!” I told him.
“No, it is about me and my feelings— and my heart is trying everything I can to keep you safe,everythinyou is to keep you safe!” He yelled back. I flinched at his tone and took a step back while hehad a regretface.
“Serena now is not the time to argue, I have to go.” He sighed and stepped forward while I tookanothernot going to hurt you— you’re the one who threw a vase to my face, but I never intended to hurtyou, I jlisten.”
“I’m done listening. Don’t worry I’ll follow your requests— for the baby’s sake.” I ended theconversatiowalk away but he ran after me and grabbed me by my wrist.
“Christian, just like you I also don’t want to argue— and as crazy as it sounds I still like you and want tobhad your reasons for lying to me, but I need some time to breathe so please.” I tried to release myselffroI had yet to tell him about Beau, but even I did not have any time to process all of this.
“Serena, I know that you have so many questions that I can’t give to you right now. I know you’re angryknow that I make you sick at the moment, but please trust that I’m doing it to protect you.”
“I don’t do it because I don’t want to tell you anything but I do it out of love.” He told me.
“Yes, out of love for the baby, I understand but—“
“I’m not…talking about the baby.” Christian closed his eyes and sighed. “W-what?” I asked, hoping tofinwords I had been longing for but he shook his head.
“It’s not important, get some rest…for the baby.” He cut off the subject. I felt pathetic that I hadindirectlyfeelings to him, time and time over again— while all I got in return were lies on top of lies.“We’ll discusshave something to take care of.”
“W-what?” I asked confused. “Whatever I have to say to you, I’ll tell you tomorrow— but I don’t havetimnow. I only came here to tell you to take your distance from Vincenzo, and I don’t know how youfound oeverything— but the truth was going to come out pretty soon either way so it’s fine. It is what itis, but dtime crying. You have to deal with it.” He released my wrist. “Huh?”
Christian was the most confusing person I had ever met and never failed to surprise me with just howqusubjects. “We’ll come back to this later, I have to go now.” He suddenly spoke.novelbin
“Not again! Where are you going?”
“Listen, there’s something I have to take care of with my brother— but after that, I’ll tell youeverything.”m, leaving me behind completely flustered. “Are you leaving me again?” I asked indisbelief.
“Please prepare yourself, your parents are going to want to meet you—“ He stopped mid-sentencewhenphone buzz. His eyes landed on the screen and his face tightened when he read Vincenzo’sname.
“Give it!” He demanded and pulled the phone from my hands before he picked up, leaving me behindin“Serena?” I heard Vincenzo’s voice as Christian put him on speaker. Christian looked at me, forcingme to“Y-yes?” I asked, trying to remain calmly— but the look on Christian’s face was scaring me.“Serena pleamight’ve heard everything by now, but I promise you that I had no idea who you were—and everythinggenuine and I don’t blame you or your family for a thing. Can we please meet up-“
“Are you still going on with your bullshit?” Christian spoke. “Chris?”
“Vince listens, you’ve done enough and now I’m asking you to stay away from my fiancée and my baby—what kind of game you and Fabio are playing, but you stay the hell away and don’t ever contactSerena aMy fiancée…
“I understand and I was planning to do that, but I had something to tell her.” Vincenzo sighed.“Speak,”demanded.
“Fabio will attack the Lamberti’s and the Alfonzo’s three months from now— He’ll schedule a meetingwyou that he had a change of mind and that he’ll spare her and the baby but this is not true— if youworkup he’ll show you mercy,” Vincenzo explained.
Christian had a confused look on his face and so did I. “Why?” He wondered.
“Why are you helping us?”
“Because you are my best friend, and Serena is…dear to me,” Vincenzo spoke, and I felt sorry. I feltsorry return his feelings especially after learning what had happened— and I felt sorry that ourfriendship had middle of all of this.
“You know what will happen to me if he finds out I betrayed him— but you, Serena, and that baby ofyouabout. I have always been on your side Christian, I have always been loyal to my best friend eventhoughotherwise, and I will never betray you.” Vincenzo told him. His words sounded sincere and I didnot ques
Christian’s look and the way he rolled his eyes said otherwise.
“Thanks, but please don’t contact her ever again,” Christian made clear, trying to sound as formal asposcould look through him and see that his words had hit him.
“I understand, but please keep Serena safe.” Vincenzo requested. Even until this very second, he wasstillme.
“If that was it I’ll go now.” Christian cut him off. Vincenzo’s words seemed sincere but I did not want togany feud the two families had and kept my mouth shut.
“Serena…I’m sorry.” He apologized before he hung up the phone. Christian took a deep breath andgrab“Huh?” I asked and looked down at our hands.
“He’s playing along the game his father told him to play and in the end he’ll fuck us over, he’sapologizinothing more— we can’t trust him.” Christian spoke.
“I hope you realize he was trying to lure you outside, and he would’ve probably succeeded if I wasn’thethey would let is rest for now, but they’re moving quick. Don’t trust him.”
My head went to Beau and how he had said that Vincenzo did not know any better. Christian and Beaukthan I did, so perhaps this was really all a game.
Could I even trust Beau?
I looked at Christian and considered telling him about Beau, but he was already stressed enough as itwawait.
“Now that Vince knows who you are he won’t let you or the baby walk out free and reunite with yourfamto suffer every single day— please think!” Christian pulled me along.
“Change of plans, for me to keep you safe, you have to come with me wherever I go.”
“Wait, where are we going?” I asked.
“We’re going to pay my dear brother a visit so you can see why you can’t trust anyone, not even youroa