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Chapter 165Ivan drops me off almost precisely at midnight.In the car, he leans over to give me one last kiss goodnight, but | put a hand out to stop him.
“Please,” | say, my eyes sad. He pulls back, surprised, but then his eyes flick up to the house, maybe thinking about Daniel — myapparent fiancé — waiting inside.
“All right,” he whispers, giving me a warm little smile. Then he takes my hand in his and raises it to his lips, pressing a lingeringkiss against my knuckles, just as he did that time at the bar. “I
want to see you again, Fay. Soon.”
| nod, giving him a half smile, but | don’t say anything as | step out of the car, my mood strange and taciturn. | wave as lvan pullsaway but | don’t turn and head into the house immediately. Because frankly, I’m not sure | want to be here, and | know what’swaiting for me inside.
Because tonight, with lvan?
Tonight was just...amazing.
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fuel an entire night of conversation. Or at least, we spent a lot of ittalking.
We also spent a great deal of the time making out. And it wasgreat.
It's just — | didn’t realize how much | wanted a night like tonightwith a guy like Ivan, and how much | had missed it, even thoughI've never really had it before except in my imagination. Ivan never,ever would have fit my image of Prince Charming — his tattoos, hisdangerous job, and crazy lifestyle definitely would have put himout of the running. But in other ways? He...kind of fits the bill.
| mean, tonight? We laughed, and we kissed, and | could tell thathe wanted more but he never, ever pushed me to go further than
| wanted to. Instead, he let me explore the contours of him at myown pace, and | liked it.
| liked pulling his face down to mine, opening my mouth to him. | liked the feel of him exploring me with his tongue and his hands.| liked the way he pulled me closer to him, letting me know that there’s more here to for the taking if | want it, but only if | want itand at my own pace. By the end of the night he’d had me feeling so comfortable that I’d somehow found myself sitting in his lap,running my fingertips through his bleach—blonde hair, his broad hand slipping down the outside of my thigh and gettingdangerously close to my ass as he made me laugh so hard my
face hurt.
And the whole time, | never felt on the edge of anything — never
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And as | turn to stare up at the door to this house | realize...that it’snothing like the way Kent makes me feel. At all, ever.
And | have no idea if that’s good or bad.
Or, frankly, which one | like more.
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around my shoulders —
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