Female Novel
Sixty Four
Elora’s POV
Silas words were on repeat in my head. I was nothing to him, after everything he still thought so little of
me, of my kind. How his hatred for what I am can override the mate bond is unfathomable to me. After
everything he has done, I found a way to forgive him, to try and see from his point of view. Yet he
couldn’t do the same, everything felt one sided.
I won’t stand in the corner and look pretty, an arm ornament? I think not. I was capable of so much
more and I knew that now. After everything he couldn’t break me and my will to live now was not just
my own, it was for our people. There is something extremely dangerous when you finally figure out
what your capable of, what you expect. There is a truly clear line drawn now for me.
The mate bond made me believe I couldn’t live without them, that they were an attachment to my soul,
and they are. But there is a difference between want and need. I didn’t need them, I wanted them, but I
didn’t need them. I survived this city for twenty-one years without them and I knew I could live forever
without them. Leaving two options now, they either needed to step up or step out. None of this in
between shit, I am not a yoyo to be played with and for once I saw clearly, my mind clear for the first
time in ages. This was only the beginning of something that was far bigger than me and I could feel it
with every fibre of my being. Something greater than I ever envisioned my life to become.
Silas was convinced I needed them and would fall in line like a good little submissive mate. That the
bond would force me to comply. Little did he know I found myself, found a part of me I was excited to
explore, like I said clarity was dangerous, knowing you self-worth was dangerous because now it put
an expectation to be met and I wouldn’t let him bring me down, not like he did. It is dangerous because
you no longer feel the ties that bind you once you realise you don’t need anyone, that you can go it
alone, it is empowering when you realise you don’t need someone to have your back because you
have your own. He showed me what he was capable of, the mate he was capable of being, the king he
could be and now I expected nothing less. So, it made my next decision easy. I wasn’t going to wait
around for him to figure that out anymore. I was done waiting for people, done letting people decide
what I was capable of.
My magic was stronger than ever, stronger than them. My ancestors voices always there guiding me,
encouraging, and the most important voice of all. My own for once I had a voice, I intended for it to be
heard even if it comes at the cost of my own heart, for once my mind was crystal clear and was
overriding everything telling me to give in to them, I was done bowing down, either they let me in to
walk alongside them or I walk alone.
“What are you thinking?” Matitus asks, as he walks in while I was getting changed for bed. Turning to
look at him he was regarding me carefully.
“What makes you think I am thinking anything?” I ask.
“I don’t know, you keep blocking us out, I feel weird not knowing what you are thinking. You seem
different, stronger”
“That’s because I am Matitus” He nods in agreeance when Dragus walks in but no Silas. I didn’t care
though right now his presence would have infuriated me.
Dragus steps past Matitus his hands going to my hips, I can’t help the smile that spreads onto my face,
his emotions flooding into me and I welcome them. They were mine; I was never theirs, yet I am willing
to be theirs but not unconditionally. I knew they would follow me blindly but if I couldn’t have them all,
then they couldn’t have me. But this moment I would let them have that I wanted the same thing so
yes, I would let them have this moment before it goes and along with it, me.
Turning around, I wrap my arms around his neck, a smile on his lips as I move my face closer to his
kissing his lips softly. His hand going to the back of my neck deepening the kiss. I could feel his fingers
moving through my hair as he pulled me flush against him. Feel his need pressed against my belly.
Matitus steps closer, his lips going to my neck and down my shoulder. His hands travelling over my skin
leaving goosebumps in their wake. Dragus groans against my lips and I tug at his shirt before removing
it, my fingers moving over the tight muscle of his chest and abdomen. I loved the way his warm skin felt
beneath my fingers, loved the way I effected them as they did me. Placing my hand on his chest I push
him toward the bed. His knees hitting the bed making him fall back as I reach for his belt buckle
undoing it and I feel Matitus lifting the silk slip I was wearing.
Lifting my arms, I let him peel it off and Dragus removes his pants before I crawl up him. His erection
standing tall. My lips going to his chest as I nip and suck on his skin, my lips trailing down his abdomen
as I reach between his legs grasping him tightly in my hand, his hips jerking against me before I run my
tongue around the head of his cock, tasting him before I taking his large size in my mouth, loving the
control I had over him in this moment, the way his hands went into my hair and the sound of his moans
as I ran my tongue along his shaft as I found my rhythm taking him deeper. Loved the way his body
shudder underneath me.
Matitus hand runs across my ass, before his fingers find their way to my slit, teasing. His fingers
skilfully moving inside me, and I moan around Dragus, his grip on my hair tightening as I work his
length inside my mouth. Dragus thrusts into my mouth once before ripping me up his body and bringingnovelbin
my lips to his. I moan into his mouth as I sink my wet heat down on him, his length filling me. Matitus
hands moving to my breast as he moves behind me his other hand on my hip as I sit up slightly,
moving my hips and building up the friction. Dragus cock hitting that sweet spot inside me, as I moved
my hips against him. Feeling Matitus length pressing against my ass, I wriggle my hips against it.
Matitus groans, his lips going to my neck as he sucks on my mark making me moan loudly.
I would miss this, miss the feelings the bond could only make me feel, what only they could make me
feel.
My body wanting them, calling out to them and I could feel my orgasm building, I was close, so close
and brought to the brink of my climax as Matitus pushed inside me. One arm wrapped around my waist
pulling me flush against him, his hand around my throat as he sucked and nipped at my skin. The
feeling inside me building higher, climbing higher than ever before as I moved my hips against them.
Matitus lets me go, my hands going to Dragus chest as I let them fuck me, let the sensation build,
leaving me a moaning mess. Teetering on the edge as I brought my lips to Dragus’s neck sucking on
his skin. He shudders beneath me as my teeth sink into his neck. His blood rushing into my mouth as I
mark him, and my orgasm washes over me and I move my hips riding it out. His grip on my hips
tightening before he stills and so does Matitus as we all reach our release. I slump against Dragus, his
fingers running up my spine and I could see he was fighting to stay awake.
Matitus pulls out of me, dropping on the bed beside us before pulling me on his chest.
I rest for a bit and no I will miss being like this with them, but I was no longer thinking for myself, I had
to think for my people and until Silas sorts out his own problems, I won’t be back. I know there has to
be something beyond those borders, something marvellous. I could feel it and I was going to find it.
Author Note
Elora's found herself and won't back down now and Dragus has been marked, what do you think will
happen when Silas relizes she is leaving? Twist coming up will try and update again tonight.