Female Novel
Chapter 7
Lily’s pov
Noah and I have been dating for a few weeks now. I really don’t like his friends that much, so I amstaying with my friends during lunch and we try to meet up after school. I haven’t brought him home yet, Iam not sure what my parents will think. It’s not against the rules to date, but I have never had a boyfriendbefore. Well, I think Noah is my boyfriend. We haven’t really had a talk about it yet. He has been patientwith me, but I really thinks he wants to take the next step with me. I really like Noah, I do. But I am notready for sex. I have been a bit distanced from Angelina after she said Noah was a player. She tried totalk to me a bunch of times, so I spend as little time as possible at home. I was either with Noah or atedinner at Sasha’s or Aubree’s house.
Tonight Noah’s parents are away, so I am going to have dinner at his place. I wore a dress for theoccasion, Noah said he liked seeing me in a dress the other day. I wore my hair in a braided bun and Iapplied some light make-up.
When I walked to the door to leave I could see Alpha Osiris being greeted by my father. Perfect timing forme to eat somewhere else, I thought. Alpha Osiris was so rude last time he was here. Alpha Osirislooked at me up and down and smiled, I don’t think I’ve ever seen him smile. It was a great smile, but Istill remembered what he said last time.
“Alpha Osiris, my apologies but I am leaving right now.”
Alpha Osiris looked at me “Hi Lily” he said my name with the softest voice and then turned to my fatherand continued the conversation in his normal voice.
I guess he didn’t want to insult me again in front of my father, he was probably here to make a deal. Igave my father a kiss on the cheek and I went to Noah’s house. As soon as I entered Noah’s house Isaw the candlelight, there were candles everywhere and a freshly cooked meal on the table. We ate andNoah talked about sparring, his friends and about turning 18 in a few weeks. My birthday was in earlyfall, so it would still be another six months until I could meet my wolf.
After dinner Noah took my hands and brought me to his bedroom. The bedroom was filled with candlesand flower peddles all over the floor.
“I wanted to make this special for you,” Noah said and I smiled at him.
He had gone through all this for me, how could I tell him no now. Noah started to kiss me and I kissedhim back with passion, trying to ignore my feelings. Why did I hesitate with Noah, he was perfect for me?He was kind and he made me feel special. We didn’t have much in common, but opposites attract right?Noah took me to the bed and started to kiss me on my neck, Sasha had been right. Near my markingarea was really sensitive and I moaned softly. Noah continued, taking off my dress and leaving me on thebed in nothing but my bra and underwear. He looked at me with desire and started kissing me again, hishands moving to my bra as he removed it. His hand went to my breasts and he squeezed it hard.
“They’re so big,” Noah said and his hands were moving even lower now.
He stopped to undress himself and stood in front of me. I had never seen a man naked, I was a bit shy tolook. But Noah stood there with confidence and grabbed my hand. He brought my hand to his growingerection and showed me how to move up and down. While I touched Noah, he kissed me on the lips andmoved his hands down my underwear. Slowly he began touching me, going faster and faster. He enteredone finger and then another and moved them up and down. Almost everything Noah was doing felt nice,a bit rough sometimes. But for some reason I couldn’t get into the moment, my mind kept wondering offand doubt started to enter my thoughts.
Noah’s hands left my underwear and he pulled it down. I was now lying naked on the bed, Noah put on acondom and he placed himself on top of me.novelbin
“This might hurt a little”, Noah said as he positioned himself closer to my core. I could feel him pushingagainst me,
“I don’t think I want this,” I said. Noah didn’t seem to hear me.
“Stop,” I said again.
Noah looked at me with longing in his eyes “you’re just nervous, once we get started you’ll be fine. Ipromise.”
I could feel length pressing against me once again.
“No I said stop,” and I pushed Noah off.
Noah seemed shocked and a bit annoyed “I am sorry Lily, I was so in the moment. We can try anothertime when you’re ready.”
I got dressed and kissed Noah “I am sorry too. I know you’ve been patient with me and you’ve made it allso special for me tonight. It just didn’t feel right.”
I got my bag and headed to the door “see you soon?” I asked.
Noah smiled “yeah see you soon.”
I walked home and quickly went to bed, not wanting to think about this night anymore. I felt embarrassedand ashamed of myself for not wanting to be with Noah. I also felt annoyed that it took three tries to getNoah to stop. I hoped things wouldn’t be awkward between us now. If Noah really liked me he wouldn’tmind waiting a bit longer right?